Artist: jay chou
Song: 最长的電影
Edited: Bryce

That day was valentine
You are the one I saw
It took me quite some time
The card is still with me
Today is valentine
Till that day I do pray
Look at you slowly drift away
The quarrel that we had
It wasn’t supposed to be
She told me what to do
Do what I always hate
I guess this was the time
What happened if I did my way
I love you girl that more than I say
Chorus:
Just give me summer time
The dried tears in my eyes would flow
Memories that I had
It will never ever be replaced in my heart
These will be always be there
Until that day my love come back
I can hear you cry
Do you really meant to

It’s you know brought me into this life
I didn’t really appreciate you
Cause you don’t see the light
You had one eye and I hate you
I knew that broke your heart
Now I want you disappear
I am telling you
Don’t scare my kids
This is the end of love

Chorus:
I’m sorry, my mother
Cause I know I took you for granted
Every night tears that fill my eyes
I hope I was dreaming
And take you right back to me
Sending my love to you
I wanna see you
My mother~
(End)

After reading the letter still
What am I *(pause) gonna to do
I miss the care from you
You shower me with everything
You deserve that too
I guess I don’t have that chance
You gotta know
My love for youI really regret~ Yeah

lets like jump straight to the point
the key point is that i am just ball-LESS
after school i went to meet them at cityhall before heading down to airport.
we decided to explore terminal 3. yup and we did
behaving like some tourist touring around the airport
i would discribe it as IMPRESSIVE and nothing else
but another incident which made me heart stopping for the 2nd time in my life
i swear

we went to had our dinner at popey's cafe
after buying i saw this girl who was also ordering the same food
that caught my attention
while i was eating yes i admit taking glims at her
i did not know why but i just had a feeling that i want to know her
i told them and yes they encourage me to do so
let put it this way they gave me the pressure to go and ask her
the was many chance but i just dont dare to go for it
my heart was like practically beating fast and everytime i am almost near her
i immediately back off turing back to them
they would scold me give me sign language and asking me to go
guessed i failed them as you know
i dont have such guts?! whereby i was totally shy
the closest was actually 3 steps away but i back off
calling me silly or dumb i cant discribe myself
they were actually angry with me and decided to ask for me
i had no time to stop them but the girl waved and said no
there was actually signs whereby i am able to ask her
just like when she was alone and they walked from one end to the other
i just cant believe i missed the chance
no point crying over spilled milk
if there is faith we shall meet again
but i cant always count on that maybe something has to be taken action in order to get what i want
i think that if i were to ask her i would stand a chance as there was lots of hints and the girl's friend was actually holding her phone and swinging around. i dont know
while they think that its okay for them to ask for me.
who is right?
but after thinking what stopped me?
sometimes i really wonder...

cheers

i am about to head to bed and decided to write an entry

time passes real fast and i would say this year has everything i ever wanted in it
from happy to the max to sad to the max
practially everything i wish had happened really happened
and just look so many things had happened and its coming to an end
i am not susprise just another turn its my birthday once again before that would be valentine day
how am i gonna pass it i just wondered?
in my life now that really kept me busy i guess is my tennis and school stuffs
nothing else i dont even dare to think when i am free
yes i would say is just escaping but i chose to do so
it been like ages since than but.....nah

guess i dont even know how to carry on writing this entry again
i shall continue again

if u were to look at this. can i ask you something?
if i were to make the effort to talk to you again
i wonder whats your reaction?
many situation had popped in mine mind
shall i or shall i not
i realise i do need to take the initiative before i could see something stiring up...

alright i shall head to bed.
test is tomorrow. nights
cheers

[chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever

can i ask you what is love
been in love so bad
i'd do anything
please dont make it so bad
i knew that she's the one
that stole my heart away
i gave mine everything
to make it stay the same
have you ever found the love, that replace in your heart
i knew you would be okay, and take my heart away

[chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever
oh

i think i had found my love
thats it's been on my mind
i will just do anything
to make you by mine side
have you finally found the one
please dont take it pass through
only you are the one
i gave my life to you
have you ever tried closing your eyes and dreamt that you were there
and this is what i had to say
for the day, that it really came

[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
oh, Have you ever
Have you ever Have you ever Have you ever

what do i gotta do to get you in my arms,baby
what do i say to get you in my heart
to make you part of me
now i need you next to me
gotta get you in my world
casye baby, i cant sleep

[chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you (have you, have you ever needed) ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you everHave you ever, ever, ever
Oh, have you ever

enjoy!

while busy preparing my presentation in school,
i just feel like typing, i can say EMOing too...


its been like months like since that happened
guess i am doing good and coping well
yes i agree to a certain extend that i mange to
but at some point of a time it just came back to me
for not reason. thats the reason why?!
i am able to sleep yes but dreams does drain your strength
in the morning i would feel so shagged and
hoping that that dream dont end at all
by trying all means to mend it well
pictures in my head, feeling helpless when she smiles

i was wondering to myself
from a friend to a best friend and to a couple and than nothing
yes i know this would happen
sooner or later but that didnt stop me from trying
and just because of that we remain now as stranger
i dont know is this worth it? and why must it happen to me
yes blame it on my weakness but i know in me i tried
you promise that we would be friends but now...none
its so easy to promise someone many many things
saying is easy but doing it is another thing...

or maybe yes i agree thats mine girl of my dream
everything~!
i held it my arms but it went away.sadly
i could conclude that yes she is mine girl of dream
but i am just not susitable for her.
i wish you luck alright

cheers

suffering would be the right word to use now....

in a external and internal way

external would be just pure pain which i have to endure

my left leg hurt real bad and i have like 5 blisters total at my heel

wanna know where it happen?soccer!

no pain no gain.

ya shouldnt talk much



internal i had no idea what is going on

the dream that i didnt want to come back came back

and this really hurts, i thought by trying to change to other attention

might help, yes it did i was happy

but it seems it didnt last long

is it so strong i choose to believe that whatever in the dream that happen

doesnt happen in the world i am living.

keeping my finger cross,

when i woke up, i so wished that i can never sleep anymore

so that there would be no more dreams



reminder to this FAT fucker which i played soccer ytd,

dont let me call people if not you wont want to know what is gonna happen to you.

i swear to god. i am dead serious

try me once more if you are at the cage again.



suffering in silence.....

enjoy