its been a long time since i blog reason is becasue i am too contented with my life
lock in the room hearing to there particular song when something happened
pinning my thoughts as the songs plays on...
thats the only song,tears do fall but whats for what reason i asked myself?
i asked again clearifying do couples must quarrel inorder for the relationship to last?
till now i just dont undertand why?
making feel numb?am i such a loser or i really suck at it?
questions keeps flying in my mind.
you need sometime before you are back loving me again?
what does thats mean thats the whole thing i am so confuse

today tennis was horrible i came with a happy mood where i am able to play with bapy
and during the practise of the day would be match
as usual i partner with her.
everything happened so fast what i did was just encouraging her what i was told to do
that is to remind her in the end she became annoyed
sorry i didnt mean that you cant concentrate.after that hell breaks loose
she say i makes a feel like shit and everything became cold
i seriously dont mean too at all
not a single shit of time would i want to do that to make you annoyed and so on...
from a king to a loser that i cant make my queen at all
i just can possible forget this kind of incident time and again

i really want us to be together again as how we wanted to be
i am improving as day passes in order to be a better bby =)
i tried so hard...