today was actually gonna be one of the days that i wanna remember in a good way
the word was actually.but in the end it turned out the other way.
wanna know whats today event is?
its actually our 6 months anniversary....
but it didnt turned out that way

woked up early in the morning,though it still drizzling
headed to the beach,remeber the exact spot that we were under the shealther
waiting for alina and vincenzo?
as i walked pass that area,i know myself that this gonna hurts
we were so happy once and why cant we do it again?
everywhere on the road i see couples,
i just wish them all the best and they better treasue what they have.
no regrets
after walking for awhile i just sat there and started thinking
why did we end up in such a state?
it took me sometime to think,i am just not convience that we ended up like that
sorry i just dont
it jus so pain and i cant bare to continue being like that
am i such a burdern?whereby now you are like a free person
seeing you so happy and able to study well
i dunno and i am confuse and all....
just wanna talk thing out between each other
and i am praying for the best

after all i had done?
am i sure a pest to you that
makes you unable to study and concentrate in class
do you really mean it?
its so hard to talk to you know. that hurt the most
speechless