you are living in a same world with everyone
but there are two different colour to it
one side with colour while the other is colourless
however i chose the colourless side
i was once at the other side but...

when to had a job interview in town area with alina
i left half way during school as i dont want to be late for the interview
they told us that they would contact ask again.
alina went off first, didnt wanna go home and tried out something
it been ages since i had came here,all the long was with you
so i tried walking alone in town,from DFS,fareast plaza,bordes,taka....
what can i say?did i enjoy it?
though its only thursday everywhere was packed
as i was walking everywhere that i could,nothing affected me
i was like a ghost drifting from place to place
without no one noticing me, i finally took a step to TBA shop
kim didnt notice me at all,just looking at the clothings and went off...
everyone was not inside the world that i am in
continued walking...didnt wanna go home at all as i know i would be ***ing again
last stop was borders,the weather was perfectly fine
it rained!
what can i say,it changed just like that!' click'
thinking about it,what happened to us?i dunno
feeling like a lost sole,i walked myself in the rain to the mrt
everyone was looking at me,but do i care?
i dont.so why bother?
do i understand whats the reason of me doing this.
i doubt so...so f*** it!
fully drenched i walked home in the rain too,
wondering when will this stop.
i was right
it stopped when i got home.
what does this tell me?may i know...
this is something like what i had been through
i couldnt take it anymore,quickly went to my room and wrote this while...
there is nothing left for me to do now, i am cluless and lost of direction
so i do have a soft spot after all.

now its my turn to ask
can i take a peak at the future? what is gonna happen to me?

i may act normal but deep down i cant accept the fact at all

bby i dont wanna leave you,i still love you
is there no way we cant be together again?
it so pain and i dont know what to do...sorry
a chance?
can you be the one to pull me out of this colourless world
please