how much i wondered?does is take so much for this incident to happen?
before tennis i headed to mama house to pray and eat for lunch
jie was there,she asked me to.... and i said yes
talking about praying every single night i would put my hands together to pray under my blanket. talking to myself.
for what?thats the obvious.
during tennis i was like a ghost, last time i wondered how would be like when i am all alone here
and today i got the feeling. to tell you the truth it feel so f***!
i tried by passing her the ball, but there was a silence
guess without me,you had a happier time with your friends and so on...
thats what i overheard over the conversation that you said
this is how i felt, am i such a failure and loser?
sorry i eavesdrop but that cant be helped.
if that is not how you feel than i cant seems to know.
just deep down in me i am a loner where i lost someone that was part of my life.
nothing can be changed and thats final

ting once asked me whether i dont think of single life when i am attatched
answer would be no,why would i?y?
the girl that is beside me is everything i ever wanted
whats there a need to think about single life where there is nothing to it.

if you were to look carefully at the tennis wall
i wrote some time ago,
something down and thats for you...
imu
hurts