while busy preparing my presentation in school,
i just feel like typing, i can say EMOing too...


its been like months like since that happened
guess i am doing good and coping well
yes i agree to a certain extend that i mange to
but at some point of a time it just came back to me
for not reason. thats the reason why?!
i am able to sleep yes but dreams does drain your strength
in the morning i would feel so shagged and
hoping that that dream dont end at all
by trying all means to mend it well
pictures in my head, feeling helpless when she smiles

i was wondering to myself
from a friend to a best friend and to a couple and than nothing
yes i know this would happen
sooner or later but that didnt stop me from trying
and just because of that we remain now as stranger
i dont know is this worth it? and why must it happen to me
yes blame it on my weakness but i know in me i tried
you promise that we would be friends but now...none
its so easy to promise someone many many things
saying is easy but doing it is another thing...

or maybe yes i agree thats mine girl of my dream
everything~!
i held it my arms but it went away.sadly
i could conclude that yes she is mine girl of dream
but i am just not susitable for her.
i wish you luck alright

cheers