lets like jump straight to the point
the key point is that i am just ball-LESS
after school i went to meet them at cityhall before heading down to airport.
we decided to explore terminal 3. yup and we did
behaving like some tourist touring around the airport
i would discribe it as IMPRESSIVE and nothing else
but another incident which made me heart stopping for the 2nd time in my life
i swear

we went to had our dinner at popey's cafe
after buying i saw this girl who was also ordering the same food
that caught my attention
while i was eating yes i admit taking glims at her
i did not know why but i just had a feeling that i want to know her
i told them and yes they encourage me to do so
let put it this way they gave me the pressure to go and ask her
the was many chance but i just dont dare to go for it
my heart was like practically beating fast and everytime i am almost near her
i immediately back off turing back to them
they would scold me give me sign language and asking me to go
guessed i failed them as you know
i dont have such guts?! whereby i was totally shy
the closest was actually 3 steps away but i back off
calling me silly or dumb i cant discribe myself
they were actually angry with me and decided to ask for me
i had no time to stop them but the girl waved and said no
there was actually signs whereby i am able to ask her
just like when she was alone and they walked from one end to the other
i just cant believe i missed the chance
no point crying over spilled milk
if there is faith we shall meet again
but i cant always count on that maybe something has to be taken action in order to get what i want
i think that if i were to ask her i would stand a chance as there was lots of hints and the girl's friend was actually holding her phone and swinging around. i dont know
while they think that its okay for them to ask for me.
who is right?
but after thinking what stopped me?
sometimes i really wonder...

cheers