bryce.

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2008-02-15T10:57:00.001+07:00

Artist: jay chou
Song: 最长的電影
Edited: Bryce

That day was valentine
You are the one I saw
It took me quite some time
The card is still with me
Today is valentine
Till that day I do pray
Look at you slowly drift away
The quarrel that we had
It wasn’t supposed to be
She told me what to do
Do what I always hate
I guess this was the time
What happened if I did my way
I love you girl that more than I say
Chorus:
Just give me summer time
The dried tears in my eyes would flow
Memories that I had
It will never ever be replaced in my heart
These will be always be there
Until that day my love come back
I can hear you cry
Do you really meant to

owe me!

2008-01-26T23:52:00.000+07:00

It’s you know brought me into this life
I didn’t really appreciate you
Cause you don’t see the light
You had one eye and I hate you
I knew that broke your heart
Now I want you disappear
I am telling you
Don’t scare my kids
This is the end of love

Chorus:
I’m sorry, my mother
Cause I know I took you for granted
Every night tears that fill my eyes
I hope I was dreaming
And take you right back to me
Sending my love to you
I wanna see you
My mother~
(End)

After reading the letter still
What am I *(pause) gonna to do
I miss the care from you
You shower me with everything
You deserve that too
I guess I don’t have that chance
You gotta know
My love for youI really regret~ Yeah

so near yet so far

2008-01-19T00:05:00.000+07:00

lets like jump straight to the point
the key point is that i am just ball-LESS
after school i went to meet them at cityhall before heading down to airport.
we decided to explore terminal 3. yup and we did
behaving like some tourist touring around the airport
i would discribe it as IMPRESSIVE and nothing else
but another incident which made me heart stopping for the 2nd time in my life
i swear

we went to had our dinner at popey's cafe
after buying i saw this girl who was also ordering the same food
that caught my attention
while i was eating yes i admit taking glims at her
i did not know why but i just had a feeling that i want to know her
i told them and yes they encourage me to do so
let put it this way they gave me the pressure to go and ask her
the was many chance but i just dont dare to go for it
my heart was like practically beating fast and everytime i am almost near her
i immediately back off turing back to them
they would scold me give me sign language and asking me to go
guessed i failed them as you know
i dont have such guts?! whereby i was totally shy
the closest was actually 3 steps away but i back off
calling me silly or dumb i cant discribe myself
they were actually angry with me and decided to ask for me
i had no time to stop them but the girl waved and said no
there was actually signs whereby i am able to ask her
just like when she was alone and they walked from one end to the other
i just cant believe i missed the chance
no point crying over spilled milk
if there is faith we shall meet again
but i cant always count on that maybe something has to be taken action in order to get what i want
i think that if i were to ask her i would stand a chance as there was lots of hints and the girl's friend was actually holding her phone and swinging around. i dont know
while they think that its okay for them to ask for me.
who is right?
but after thinking what stopped me?
sometimes i really wonder...

cheers

times just flew

2007-12-12T22:48:00.000+07:00

i am about to head to bed and decided to write an entry

time passes real fast and i would say this year has everything i ever wanted in it
from happy to the max to sad to the max
practially everything i wish had happened really happened
and just look so many things had happened and its coming to an end
i am not susprise just another turn its my birthday once again before that would be valentine day
how am i gonna pass it i just wondered?
in my life now that really kept me busy i guess is my tennis and school stuffs
nothing else i dont even dare to think when i am free
yes i would say is just escaping but i chose to do so
it been like ages since than but.....nah

guess i dont even know how to carry on writing this entry again
i shall continue again

if u were to look at this. can i ask you something?
if i were to make the effort to talk to you again
i wonder whats your reaction?
many situation had popped in mine mind
shall i or shall i not
i realise i do need to take the initiative before i could see something stiring up...

alright i shall head to bed.
test is tomorrow. nights
cheers

have you ever

2007-11-21T12:15:00.000+07:00

[chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever

can i ask you what is love
been in love so bad
i'd do anything
please dont make it so bad
i knew that she's the one
that stole my heart away
i gave mine everything
to make it stay the same
have you ever found the love, that replace in your heart
i knew you would be okay, and take my heart away

[chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever
oh

i think i had found my love
thats it's been on my mind
i will just do anything
to make you by mine side
have you finally found the one
please dont take it pass through
only you are the one
i gave my life to you
have you ever tried closing your eyes and dreamt that you were there
and this is what i had to say
for the day, that it really came

[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
oh, Have you ever
Have you ever Have you ever Have you ever

what do i gotta do to get you in my arms,baby
what do i say to get you in my heart
to make you part of me
now i need you next to me
gotta get you in my world
casye baby, i cant sleep

[chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you (have you, have you ever needed) ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you everHave you ever, ever, ever
Oh, have you ever

enjoy!

after all

2007-11-15T11:24:00.000+07:00

while busy preparing my presentation in school,
i just feel like typing, i can say EMOing too...

its been like months like since that happened
guess i am doing good and coping well
yes i agree to a certain extend that i mange to
but at some point of a time it just came back to me
for not reason. thats the reason why?!
i am able to sleep yes but dreams does drain your strength
in the morning i would feel so shagged and
hoping that that dream dont end at all
by trying all means to mend it well
pictures in my head, feeling helpless when she smiles

i was wondering to myself
from a friend to a best friend and to a couple and than nothing
yes i know this would happen
sooner or later but that didnt stop me from trying
and just because of that we remain now as stranger
i dont know is this worth it? and why must it happen to me
yes blame it on my weakness but i know in me i tried
you promise that we would be friends but now...none
its so easy to promise someone many many things
saying is easy but doing it is another thing...

or maybe yes i agree thats mine girl of my dream
everything~!
i held it my arms but it went away.sadly
i could conclude that yes she is mine girl of dream
but i am just not susitable for her.
i wish you luck alright

cheers

shall i?

2007-10-31T22:36:00.000+07:00

suffering would be the right word to use now....

in a external and internal way

external would be just pure pain which i have to endure

my left leg hurt real bad and i have like 5 blisters total at my heel

wanna know where it happen?soccer!

no pain no gain.

ya shouldnt talk much

internal i had no idea what is going on

the dream that i didnt want to come back came back

and this really hurts, i thought by trying to change to other attention

might help, yes it did i was happy

but it seems it didnt last long

is it so strong i choose to believe that whatever in the dream that happen

doesnt happen in the world i am living.

keeping my finger cross,

when i woke up, i so wished that i can never sleep anymore

so that there would be no more dreams

reminder to this FAT fucker which i played soccer ytd,

dont let me call people if not you wont want to know what is gonna happen to you.

i swear to god. i am dead serious

try me once more if you are at the cage again.

suffering in silence.....

enjoy

F**K *FF

2007-09-22T20:11:00.000+07:00

dad you are just a stubborn shit old fag!
you happy now?! the whole family is so like silence
making me more piss as days goes by.
dont say i am not a good son at all, but have you asked why i dont wanna talk to you?
have you use your bald thick fat skull brain to think
if you dont know at all let me tell you!simple:
the way you think...
you are just making me piss day by day.
you said ah feng ah ai study and not me
but have you seen what had i done in school,
my results? i got 3! by the way
and do you know how RP is taught.
one more thing everytime nagging i am always playing game and not interacting with the rest of the family. thats how you think
but i do interact with the rest and not you. the reason is simple
if you are smart enough think what you had just said when we were quarreling
i kept my calm and the credits goes to RP.
so anyone wanna mess with me think twice.

you are just totally dumb the the max where i cant describe it anymore
saying you want to give scott away really makes me piss
yes i told you if you give him away than i will too
u think i dont dare. i would just shift to jie house
i am just way piss when we were quarreling
dont mess with me i am no longer a small kid
and i think as mature as you
i just need someone to talk to now....

i am ready for war part 2 if you were to come in my room

what happened?

2007-09-16T21:50:00.000+07:00

i dunno what i am doing too...
i cried once again when i log on and saw kenneth pm
ytd i just saw him and he wasnt feeling good
was with him...
and today it just ended for them
i am really speechless and knowing how he felt
guess our class's guys one by one are all going down
what can i say?just nothing
as i think back for those who went down they are really a gentlement
my bros that we were through thick and thin together
backing each other up no matter what

what do u all think about us? i really dunno
have you all reflect on oneself or you just did one sided that is us?
no one is perfect
kenneth your logic i understand how you feel
but there is a way to change it
trust me

dreaded

goodluck for tomorrow.all the best to me.

i just would like to say THANK YOU to jesselyn

2007-09-16T01:25:00.000+07:00

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax
And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants
And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

chemistry

2007-09-15T17:16:00.000+07:00

spend 3/4 of the my day at home
guess like kinda boring for me huh
keep complaining but with no actions
hmmm....

watch music and lyrics straring hugh grant and drew barrymore
as i was watching, deep in me, i just broke down
sitting there quietly and just by hearing to the songs they wrote
it just fantastic and the chemistry between each other
really makes me wonder sometimes...
i just wanna compose songs for my whole life
expressing how one feel and protraying it on the lyrics

to me this really means alot and is able to reflect what one has done
i understand it myself

a show that i would watch over and over again
cheers

back!

2007-09-13T00:43:00.000+07:00

just touched down from bangkok
i am now in jie house,putting over at her house since its so late now
the 7 days in bangkok was fullfilling and lots of lesson
advise given/learnt from jie and ang mo
and also seeing how ang mo and jie treat each other sometime it makes me wonder
i really appericate it alot. THANKS
'no point huh'
so its like 5days in bangkok and 2 days in pattaya
bangkok was kinda fun for me thought i did not bought much.
susprise huh.
all we did was eat,birdnest,shop,cab/tuktuk,massage,sleep
there are more of it like:visting/drinking bar and movies.i watch 6!
and and the highest restaurant in bangkok.kickass!
its juts like that.simple!
pattaya was more of a fun thing for me which i really enjoy alot
one of the most thing i wanna experience happened in there
i was able to see clear water on the beach where i had been dying to look at
the experience for me was just wonderful
its been a long time since i had really relax myself where there is no worries to think about and so on...
no doubt i got a sun burn and i am still burning now.
pain thats all i can say.tattoo=)
to summries 'THANK YOU very much'
(photos will be in my com)

i saw my grade for my first term and i got a 3 for GPA
gonna aim for higher grades next term
a new classroom with new friends and all....
boring
cheers

song

2007-08-31T22:50:00.000+07:00

wrote this on the bus on 27th
tank - gei wo ni de ai

the moment i stare pass at you and knew that you be mine
searching high and low the love that i couldnt find
once i found you and i am sure that i couldnt let you go
my dream lady has finally come my way
we swear both of us will never ever leave each other
does this really every happen
are we keeping our words

chorus:
do you remember when the last time
we were use to be so happy
i tried and tried to make this love a perfect one
baby please give us one more try
lets make each other feel happy
a part of me is dying and i know it
so sorry

behind

2007-08-27T20:50:00.000+07:00

today was actually gonna be one of the days that i wanna remember in a good way
the word was actually.but in the end it turned out the other way.
wanna know whats today event is?
its actually our 6 months anniversary....
but it didnt turned out that way

woked up early in the morning,though it still drizzling
headed to the beach,remeber the exact spot that we were under the shealther
waiting for alina and vincenzo?
as i walked pass that area,i know myself that this gonna hurts
we were so happy once and why cant we do it again?
everywhere on the road i see couples,
i just wish them all the best and they better treasue what they have.
no regrets
after walking for awhile i just sat there and started thinking
why did we end up in such a state?
it took me sometime to think,i am just not convience that we ended up like that
sorry i just dont
it jus so pain and i cant bare to continue being like that
am i such a burdern?whereby now you are like a free person
seeing you so happy and able to study well
i dunno and i am confuse and all....
just wanna talk thing out between each other
and i am praying for the best

after all i had done?
am i sure a pest to you that
makes you unable to study and concentrate in class
do you really mean it?
its so hard to talk to you know. that hurt the most
speechless

stilled

2007-08-26T19:00:00.000+07:00

how much i wondered?does is take so much for this incident to happen?
before tennis i headed to mama house to pray and eat for lunch
jie was there,she asked me to.... and i said yes
talking about praying every single night i would put my hands together to pray under my blanket. talking to myself.
for what?thats the obvious.
during tennis i was like a ghost, last time i wondered how would be like when i am all alone here
and today i got the feeling. to tell you the truth it feel so f***!
i tried by passing her the ball, but there was a silence
guess without me,you had a happier time with your friends and so on...
thats what i overheard over the conversation that you said
this is how i felt, am i such a failure and loser?
sorry i eavesdrop but that cant be helped.
if that is not how you feel than i cant seems to know.
just deep down in me i am a loner where i lost someone that was part of my life.
nothing can be changed and thats final

ting once asked me whether i dont think of single life when i am attatched
answer would be no,why would i?y?
the girl that is beside me is everything i ever wanted
whats there a need to think about single life where there is nothing to it.

if you were to look carefully at the tennis wall
i wrote some time ago,
something down and thats for you...
imu
hurts

nobody

2007-08-25T18:27:00.000+07:00

nobody said it was easy,neither did i
it can never be forgotten
had to continued to work for mac as i had not tag the stuffs finish
tried so hard not to think about it but i just cant
i just work my ass out,i reamined silent through out
whats the point of talking?mt throat is still so dry that i had an oucher and a bad sore throat
everything is just not gogin my way....
i dunno,i wonder....
back at one?

someone message me today and told me
but why would she want to?i just dont understand
why suffer and you get nothing
accept who we are and things would just out
and by than we are able to make amments that can be done...
haiz

pain?

2007-08-24T21:31:00.000+07:00

whats pain to me now i asked?
i had a deep cut during packing the stuffs for MAC and sunburn
i rather get wacked as hard and feel the pain by her
but there isnt anymore.
the blood flow as i pressed my finger.it didnt stop till about 5 minutes
was at the loading bay counting the goods so no one knows till i put the plaster
this is really nothing to me.
whats going on to me,
is it that hard to get pass this?yes it is!it maybe forever and ever...
i know myself.
you called and i was susprise but i didnt think much
answered and after that it just ended
while i was packing i was bearing the sunburn and the injury
this is really nothing to me compared to what i am feeling now
sorry
ilu

hope yyou are studying hard for my promos
you can do it..have confident in youself
take care

colourless

2007-08-23T20:49:00.000+07:00

you are living in a same world with everyone
but there are two different colour to it
one side with colour while the other is colourless
however i chose the colourless side
i was once at the other side but...

when to had a job interview in town area with alina
i left half way during school as i dont want to be late for the interview
they told us that they would contact ask again.
alina went off first, didnt wanna go home and tried out something
it been ages since i had came here,all the long was with you
so i tried walking alone in town,from DFS,fareast plaza,bordes,taka....
what can i say?did i enjoy it?
though its only thursday everywhere was packed
as i was walking everywhere that i could,nothing affected me
i was like a ghost drifting from place to place
without no one noticing me, i finally took a step to TBA shop
kim didnt notice me at all,just looking at the clothings and went off...
everyone was not inside the world that i am in
continued walking...didnt wanna go home at all as i know i would be ***ing again
last stop was borders,the weather was perfectly fine
it rained!
what can i say,it changed just like that!' click'
thinking about it,what happened to us?i dunno
feeling like a lost sole,i walked myself in the rain to the mrt
everyone was looking at me,but do i care?
i dont.so why bother?
do i understand whats the reason of me doing this.
i doubt so...so f*** it!
fully drenched i walked home in the rain too,
wondering when will this stop.
i was right
it stopped when i got home.
what does this tell me?may i know...
this is something like what i had been through
i couldnt take it anymore,quickly went to my room and wrote this while...
there is nothing left for me to do now, i am cluless and lost of direction
so i do have a soft spot after all.

now its my turn to ask
can i take a peak at the future? what is gonna happen to me?

i may act normal but deep down i cant accept the fact at all

bby i dont wanna leave you,i still love you
is there no way we cant be together again?
it so pain and i dont know what to do...sorry
a chance?
can you be the one to pull me out of this colourless world
please

together again

2007-08-17T16:45:00.000+07:00

for once i slept at 6.30am this morning,
amazing anot?thats what you think
my head was so heavy that everything really is so confusing
its kinda hard pasing the day in school,but in the end i manage too
why?beacause i would never give up and fight on...
its aren't gonna be easy i know,but these are challengers i must face

before waiting for your call,
i lied down and think...from the start till now
why is there such a big gap?i asked
we were having so much fun where we did not know when to stop...
but for now we are stuck in the situation all over again.
i dont care what are people say,they arent a part of us
so why should you.
why bother? i told you that i will stick with you no matter what it takes
i want to be the only one there for you and seeing a smile on your face

can we do this together once again,
all these things :communication, respect, compromisation, trust, yadayada
i am sure we are able to do it together.
neither of us would really want anything to happen between us
shedding the tears for each other beacause of this is too stupid
we can do it once more right bby?
we had completed half the battle already,why cant me complete the other half
and everything would be perfect.
never would i want to live you bby
i wanna look into your eye and tell you:
how much i love you

i would be the one helping you put back the pieces that has fallen off
there is always hope to it as long as we dont give up
time and tide wait for no man
we gotta get hold of it, holding your hand as we grace through this period

i want it to flow...

2007-08-10T16:42:00.000+07:00

rush hour 3 was great as funny as ever but the ending wasnt much impact to me

givng a 3/5 rating. yup this was great but the saga about my previous post continued...

sending her home and everything turned soundless to me

i pop a question 'do you still love me?'

replied 'i dunno. i really dunno' 'i am is very tired and all'

beacuse of me?or other things...

i can truely understand that you are very stress with yr school work

i perfectly know, that is why

hoping you would tell me how u felt and i can be there for you

please dont have an negative attitude towards me

i am just showing concern to you and

who would want a blur boyfriend? i dont did that on purpose,

just to make you angry or pissed

i am always there for you,

never had i drop the levl of looking after you

as i said before if i had done it once why cant i do it forever

excuses are the enternal noise if it were to drop

bby if you are reading this,

a part of me is dying, where i really need you

i am not giving you pressure or any stress, making you tired

caring for each other and showing concern where there is

i wont live mylife without you

give me a monent to tell you how much i still love you

strength?

2007-07-20T10:23:00.000+07:00

the feelings werent really good as days come by
its just hard to say but what is this gonna lead...
everything was not really what i expected
from high to low,dont even know how you feel
on the surface it may look like one meaning
but whats the hidden meaning to it
i dont even want to know
trying to adapt a new habit,i put in the effort...

these 2 days has been rather quiet i dont want this to happen
or what has this gonna come to.
i tried my best and hanging there with everything i got
dont wanna lose you casue
i just dont.
whoever you are i still love you
smile and i just feel that something is coming real serious

keeping my finger cross hope everything would just solve in a glance
wanna just have a chat where everything could be solve
saying everything we got
and solve it like a pinch of salt

<3

i wrote this while i was in the daze

He was crippled
But only his body was cracked
It’s not simple
Nor it is an easy matter to explain
‘Let’s just leave it as it that’ she says
And closes the holy books of lies
She covers her eyes
Denying to herself
what she thought happened

i had no ideal why?...

Sastified

2007-07-13T21:12:00.000+07:00

i hope this is the best birthday you ever had.
all the things that i had done did not gone to waste
this is pure effort where i would go to the extra mile just to see you smile
and you almost cried not sadness but happiness
thats the best thing i ever had
the first and last poem i ever wrote my own poem to a girl that is you
to me this is so important, never had i done that before
okay i suck in english but at least i made the effort and wrote it
it was not bad after all. i really hope you like it.

the things i gave you,everything has a meaning to it
the jugs,tennis ball and the cake.
everything was so perfect
sorry if you expected something expensive currently i could not offord it.
i promise you this,give me some more time and out life living together would be a perfect one
the wish you wished for will come true!
not gonna put it down,but trust me it will

hugs and kisses

mistake

2007-06-24T21:44:00.000+07:00

its been a long time since i blog reason is becasue i am too contented with my life
lock in the room hearing to there particular song when something happened
pinning my thoughts as the songs plays on...
thats the only song,tears do fall but whats for what reason i asked myself?
i asked again clearifying do couples must quarrel inorder for the relationship to last?
till now i just dont undertand why?
making feel numb?am i such a loser or i really suck at it?
questions keeps flying in my mind.
you need sometime before you are back loving me again?
what does thats mean thats the whole thing i am so confuse

today tennis was horrible i came with a happy mood where i am able to play with bapy
and during the practise of the day would be match
as usual i partner with her.
everything happened so fast what i did was just encouraging her what i was told to do
that is to remind her in the end she became annoyed
sorry i didnt mean that you cant concentrate.after that hell breaks loose
she say i makes a feel like shit and everything became cold
i seriously dont mean too at all
not a single shit of time would i want to do that to make you annoyed and so on...
from a king to a loser that i cant make my queen at all
i just can possible forget this kind of incident time and again

i really want us to be together again as how we wanted to be
i am improving as day passes in order to be a better bby =)
i tried so hard...

never let you go

2007-05-22T09:59:00.000+07:00

Janice Wei Lan - Never Let You Go Lyrics
The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part
,The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train
,I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

this is one song that tells everything from me to bby

held to you

2007-05-21T20:10:00.000+07:00

Remembered I said something when I confess to you
Promise to stick with you thick and thin no matter what came to us
Simply to say I will be there for you no matter what
Its just like forever and ever

I agreed there was time where our boat was over a very heavy storm
Where it was so impossible for us to survive…
But in the end we did
I told myself not to let go of you I really need you,bby
Can’t imagine what happen if you left
It’s just like losing a pair of leg or hand where you are done for it

Never was I wrong to let you go. Never was i
We are meant for each other everything proves it
There’s nothing much to say
From not agreeing to an agreement you finally made
It shows how much I meant to you
The 3 words that you finally said to me I sense you meant it
Thanks a lot bby

Bby I am telling you again the boat we are in now
I will do my best to make it stable and
We would be having a safe and wonderful journey together
Till we finally found a island that we decided
There is no looking back but I am delighted to know what is ahead of us
Giving you my word this is happening now…..
This is our chance

i really meant it

2007-05-07T09:26:00.000+07:00

You’re not alone, together we stand I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand When it gets cold, and it feels like the end There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in.No I won’t give in.Keep holding on Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it throughJust stay strong Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)There’s no other way when it comes to the truthSo - keep holding onCause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it throughSo far away, I wish you were here Before it’s too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close, and it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend

more confuse than before

2007-05-05T14:22:00.000+07:00

i am so confuse now?how am i suppose to react.
deep down i feel so hurt. i really dunno what to do now
one minute is like that the other is not?
please tell me..
all i do now is tears came down from my eyes just like that
not crying but it just pour down with no reason
i really meant nothing. thats the past why cant we just forget and move on
i truely love you and i did everything for you
wondering did you see the effort i put in just to prove my love for you
never in my life i was like that
i was so into it and in the end it just gone it to vain
i meant no offence
saying now u love me and gave me a 'kiss'

if the slippers were meant to send me away i dont wish to wear that at all ='(
sorry

i love you

mixed up

2007-05-05T13:58:00.000+07:00

i guess everything is all in a messed
i dont know why?is it so hard to keep her by your side
i tried my best and i am still trying
no matter how hard i did it still ended up in this way that i hate
everything you said was totally wrong

ever had i treated any girl like i do
you are just special and i treasure you
just becasue i did all this stuffs doenst mean i fell for them
i am not a filrt or a playboy each friend is a friend to me
no other intention
to me thats a gentlemen i should be
the difference between a gentlemen and a partner is a big difference
so why do i have to bluff you?
i just dont get it.treating them as friends.
compraed to you this is nothing
plz knowledge me since when i fell for them
not once and never
hearing from other people is it more ture than hearing from me?
if i were to fell for them i would have admit it
whats so scard to be afraid you told me yours and i want to tell you but i dont have at all
you may think all this are bullshit but to me i dont think so
this is who you are and i treat as my bapy and not other people
i am really disapointed to hear this coming out from you
i dont know why what made you think this way.
may i be able to explain to you?
feeling lost and down
what can i do?i have no idael
is this gonna be a end...
i really hope not

what can i do?

2007-05-04T22:34:00.000+07:00

i am totally clueless of what i had done?
i asked myself
being too good and taking care after you
does that makes you the way i treat u?
cluless and speechless i dont know how?
i kept asking myself i did my role to be a wonderful guy for you
in the end i end up in a shit place where i got scolded
i am begging you to teach me how should i treat you
i cant really bear to treat you the negative way
thats so not me at all.
i would try to change the normal habit i know what you meant
being selfish that you would like it becasue i do
but in the end it didnt turn out good.
please teach me! i meant no offence or anything
just wanna be the one that you would love forever..
what can i do to make you happy? a lost boy wondering till he fell down to his knees...

from babe to baby

2007-04-29T21:28:00.000+07:00

here's a song that i wrote to my bapy
original:in my bed (rain)

baby i held you
into my arms so tightly never let you go
i felt your hand it was warmly just to let you know
swearing to myself that you were the one for me
and i belive so
a schooling day,i notice you with the striking bag
and pony tail
you attact me with that pleasent smile and look away
i never know that you were the one for me~ BABY!~

#
our love will always last forever
two of our hearts will be together
what a fairy tale it was happening
please dont take it all~ away from me

i shower you my love, you gave me blessing
it was like a dream with perfect ending
never will i make~ you so unhappy
forget about the past~and live with me
#

and i promise you
thats i'm your knight who is always looking for me
when love came in and told me i shouldn't sleep at all
i will always always be there by your side o~ hugging you
more than gay (happy)
it is so hard to live without you anyway
i don't care how much people think about me, let them say
i swear i pledge all may love into you.baby!

#
chorus
#

there you go..hope you would like it..=)

exlpoded

2007-04-13T21:16:00.000+07:00

everything turned out bad
i mean real bad.
i hate to have this thing appeared in my life again
hurting both of us and everything just needed to be reset
all i wanted for a realtionship is so simple loving each other being there for one and another
after that inncident i felt something change
i just dunno how to say
and till today after having a misunderstanding
she was very angry with me saying i did not trust her at all
i was so shock and sad when i heard that
since when did i ever dont trust you?
i just dont understand
i sincerely apologised that i mistook something for somthing
i cant bearly let anyone even is yr best friend to hurt you and let u cry
i can never let anyone do that
just cant!
never was i angry with you and i love you the way you are
there is no need to change at all
if thats the way to treat yr bape i am cool with it
its something special and i would not forget it
as i am use to it i am fine
i have never doubt you at all
knowin when you are not alright and when you are fine
i can feel and sense it
dont ask me how
baby i hope you would understand and forgive me
i am truely sorry
just hating myself making you irriated and frustrated
i am not that kind of person at all.

truely love you

disappointed

2007-04-10T21:32:00.000+07:00

today was one of the most daring moment happened to both of us!
hmmm..dajavu i know what thats means
but something puzzeled me is that why do you name that
we were enjoying ourselves when something happened...
i shall not further carry on..
actually when you brought me to that area i knew whats that alr
but i dunno where is it
hmm..i guess you done there also..interesting!
we had no choice but to choose 'outdoor' aircon

went to study and everything turned out bad
acting clever as usual and thats the result i got
bapy was totally dissapointed in me and i am too
did not know this would happen to me?shocked,puzzled and being a loser!
quetsions she asked:
when was the first time we kissed:
me:busstop on the way home
she:when you send me home:( while we were walking back

who is my favourite person:
me:uncle?in my mind was like can i write ME?but i think was ridiculous
she:you!

whats is my favourite snack?
me:mashmallow(but thats a sweet)pocky?
she:forgot whats that called

who do i admire most:
me:uncle.(yup i remembered you said u respect her as she cut bore!but i duno admire and respect same?haiz!)
she:britney spears

whats my favourite animated character:
me:tweety bird,piglet(hello kitty was also on my mind i was thinking you would say 'i asking you not you ask me!')
she:hello kitty!

what country would i like to live in when i retire and what would i wanna do:
me:japan,but come to think of it i thought you wanted to open a child care centre)
she:australia she wanna hav a farm and a big patch of grass to lay on just to see the stars

last question
the last thing i wanna misplace in life is:
me:me?
she:=)

after concluding i realise i failed everything!i am just unable to say out!
i gotta have more confidence in myself and dont hold back
baby i am truely sorry about it.
i really hope you will not hide your feelings anymore and tell me
it really hurts when i see you suffering alone and i am here
being so lost and doing nothing.
baby i am begging you please,i dont want it to happen anymore
lets led a happy and enjoyable life forever

she wrote:
when tree can fly
when bird all die
when you have 3 eyes
till then,i still wont
end the relationship
between u and i <3
done by:jesselyn toh shi yinG
birthday:12 july!

happy ever after!

2007-04-03T21:45:00.000+07:00

i asked myself

do fairytales really come true?

mostly people would say its just a dream

but i am telling myself now the dream had just come true for me!

believe it or not it but i am telling myself i gotta

after that very night remember the april's joke?

i really told myself not to be a no-baller anymore!

i promise you that

so how did i fair?hmm....u decide

i really like to thank u for all the things you had done and you gave me

evrything!

the most amazing thing is that we are going oversees!

its like a dream come true.never ending...

from young i always wanted it to happen.

a pictured it meant to be hung up and people viewing it

but now i i am stepping in into the picture

thank you bapy!

have confidence.bape will be there for bapy i promise

2007-03-30T01:34:00.000+07:00

the moment i came back i saw the light on the study bedroom
without asking i log on to your blog
when i saw the front page i was so happy
the internet was done its now my turn to reply back
first of all i am truely sorry for working all day
i didnt know we were so bond together
after a day seperating from each other its was totally disastrous

both of us fell sick on the same day
it really never happe in my life before i send you a text
at first i thought i just wanted to let you know
who knows you went down too
i totally dont believe in love sick but i guess i finally do
life was like a hell to me
i worked the next day i was just pullling my day through
but is just did not want it to pass
i had no choice till i had to leave early and everyone was so worried for me
i totally did not know what has come into me
though for the night and asked myself i really need you forever and ever
its like a curse that i made over the text
i dunno if the curse really happened?i kept asking myself that
that night was totally pain for me i cant sleep at all kept visting the loo
running like a sprinted to the toilet avoid stains on my pants

i reported sick the next day feeling slighty better
the reason was i am able to fetch you from school you were totally sick
it took me much effort to ask you from skipping your tennis lesson
i dont wanna see you suffering during training like me during work
i am a guy where i can endure more pain than you
i know it you will just faint thats why.
i got my reasons =)
when i met you you just brighten up my day
i swear i dont mean those sweets words
they cant be replaced
we had a wonderful day where both of us were so happy
theres no need to say sorry or feel bad
remembered i told you just to watch you sleep under my arms
is more than enough i dont mind not sleeping at all
as long as i am able make you sleep so soundly is my greatest achivement
the hand that you always held on to will not let go no matter what
it will be there forever
i really had a wonderful day with you
thank you

the next day i was totally fine but u werent
you were too sick and yr head still hurts
i told you not too go for practised as you were still sick
than you were so sad after that it just breaks my heart when you text me saying you cried
i was working and i did nothing
i wished i was there for you consoling you
please dont blame it to yourself its not your fault at all
as i said you were too sick and you pushed yr body to over exerted it
the result is this you played babdly
as yr body tells you you really need a good rest
when you a already a good player or anyone they still need a rest
to stretch yr full potential
been there done there
its alright once you are fully recovered show that what you are!
i will be there to support you and even train with you
but first you must teach me to play.
thank you
tml will be my last day of working and i shall be smart to plan my wokring days
made a mistake and i had to learn from it

baby i am sorry.i dont mean it.i really thought u really meant yes when i told you.
i was so silly.sorry sorry

bape will be there for bapy no matter what.i promise (this is neither a spelling error too)
sat will come soon.baby i will give you a susprise.
i love you as who you are.dont worry.
heading to bed soon this is my last energy i stored to write to you.
nights bapy. hugs
love

my pleasure

2007-03-21T19:47:00.000+07:00

not knowing you at all from the start
from a no friend to a partner where i walk into your life
to me it really a great achivement that i made
being there for u whenever you needed someone
i know i am not suppose to appear in you life at all
but i choose to
in order to see you being so happy which really sastify my heart
no regrets as you said i made this decision means i am in for it
i am like this by nature i cant do anthing to it
but to tell you you are the only one
no one else
thats why i have 3 girlfriends you and my 2 wonderful sister

i am here for you is to
be there for u and make u stay strong
supporting you as i am your wall to use the towel and wack
held your hand so tight to tell you i am always here for u and not leaving me
showering with all the love i have just to make you day
in return you smiled and you are happy
to me thats the greatest achivement i had made
no pain no gain
i really hope the stormy weather that we encounted is gone
we are looking for a new island
starting everything brand new
i give you my word i will
turst me

i love you as who you are need not to change at all
she is totally nothing compared to you
as i said its totally different

i love you as who you are.where you are the first gal i feel for and warmt your heart.
i will always be the tourch that you are holding
never will the fire be extinguish
love you =)

confused

2007-03-09T22:50:00.000+07:00

left alone feeling down as this would not be cured
lost in transtion hidden in sorrow thats how i am feelign now
i really dont mean to what i said nor am i just joking
as you know me as a shy person it took me alot of courage to say this kind of stuff
nothing but realtionship stuffs i am fine with it
especially this happened i really dont understand what happened at all
at the begining u told me u cant take it anymore i wanted to say yes but i manage to hang on
till i told myself i wanna exlpain everything to u
when i said that you dissconnected me i was lost casue i haven said what i want yet
i wanna say it tooke me lots of effort to reframe me from saying that and i told myself
not be a weakling and said what i want to say
i am telling you that i will not give up on you and i really need u
i want you to feel different from the rest of the relationship
where i am able to treat u like what you wanna it to be and not treating the opposite sex
so kind and they took u for granted
guessed you need sometime to think and i really hope you would not give up hope on me
i dont wanna it to happened.i would want to be with you for the rest of my life
sharing the burdern with you i cant bare to see you suffer alone.
i feel equally pain.starting a new means no harm but are u ready to take teh first step?
i will be there to go through it and make it wonderful.i promise. reason simple:
I LOVE YOU

silence

2007-02-24T16:18:00.000+07:00

left in silence thinking about it over and over again.
i do not one to see u like that as u said u are stuck in this kinda situation again n again..
so am i.it feels sucky i know how it felt but i just dont show.deep down i really do.
i told myself i never ever one any gal to be in this kind of situation when i go for someone.
i dont wanna be a burden that u gotta carry but actually someone who can share yr burde.
not running away from it.
as i said u are the key its only you that u are able to unlock everything.
u are the masterkey.no one else has it.it takes courage and strength to build up.
i know its rather tough but i dont mind going through with you
as i always use to all this while.
its you who decide.no pressure
i would pull you out of the box no matter what is takes.no more hiding but face it.
if i have no choice i will be in the box with you.promise

i dont mean to pressure at all.go with the flow =)

2007-02-24T00:25:00.000+07:00

gal i read your blog i knew something would happen after sending u home
when u rejected from lying on my shoulder.somethings wrong but i choose to let go.
we know each other well that is why i have never pop the qns to u
lessoned learnt, i guess i would let the process flow
its only you when u give the signal to stop or how far it goes
i am willing to give u anything time you want.just dont say no.remember the song i send u?=)
i truely meant it.i know its obvious but thats the only thing i can do
to make u happy and stay by your side whenever u need a shoulder or just anything.
i will always be there no matter what.after today's incident i am more worried for you than anything else.
i do not know why?dont ask me.u are someone where i can comfortably rely on.what do you think?i am ready to wait thought the outcome is still in a box where u are so lost so am i?it takes some time.kinda scary huh.
when u get it u are so contented but when u lose it i am able to just go back to friends.i am a person where i dont mind just friends rather than strangers.how about you?i keeping thinking that.
i put all my bet on it too.i hope everything goes well.
thanks to you too

be there for you

2007-02-15T23:10:00.000+07:00

i dont know how you feel towards me
but i am sure its rather obvious
i am not too sure what i am doing too
i just wanna make your day and see a smile on your face
thats all i really wish for
i know lots of things happen to silly gal thats why i dare not ask the question
no pressure i just wanna make u feel save where i am always there for u
i dont mind being yr backbone at all
and of course u are not affecting my life and in fact u make me feel happier
i am saying this from my bottom of my heart i mean it
thats y i am always holding myself from asking u the question
we know each other well where i dont want to know the answer till i know its around teh right time
i dont mind at all no rushing but keeping on our own pace
thats the way we should be gogin no pushing and pulling back one and another
i promise myself that i will look after and worry for you no matter what
u have been hurt serval times and i told you pass is not equal to the present
its how u change it and takes two hand to clap
i stribgly believe to that.no mistake.
in the end i just wanna let u know i will be there for u no matter what
cheers

hate it

2007-02-09T23:42:00.000+07:00

guess my wish did not come through.not 1 but i think 2.i duno why.reached school and was rather nervous with my results.when i was in the hall i kept praying and hoping for the best.but when i got back my result once i saw a six i took my paper and showed it to mummy.tears started roling down from my eyes.i did not expect this result to happen.i really got nothing to say and i really feel like shit unable to pull myelf up.i also duno how.wasnt in the mood to celebrate teachers told me i did not bad but to me it was totally a piece of shit. i got 19 and 25. can u imagine how bad is it.i dont wanna say anymore.quicly went home to change and headed to town.silly gal and ms ang was worried for me.they saw me cried oh my god!its ok i am alright.than reached town wanted to walk alone than silly gal called she wanted to accompanied me.starting i kept telling her not to come but she inisits casue i do not want her guy to think too much.in the end she was so piss that she said she dont wanna come alr.i quickly called and apologise to her.i am so sorry i dont mean it.she was already so tired and yet she accompanied me.ate our dinner at crystal jade at paragon.hope she like it,thanks to the panerdol than yx gave her making her eat 2 somemore.she was so drozzy and tired.no wonder i called u silly.walked around and got my 2 tees i wanted.would be getting from kim next week.i am still thinking shalli get the jeans. i do not know.i decided to stop walking and send silly gal home.she is too exhausted alr.i do not want to see her like that.took a bus home followed by taking cab to send her home before i reached home.i do not know if i am going to step aside cause yx is well alr and i am sure he is able to look after silly gal.on the otehr hand i dont want to see u suffer at all and u stead with him for the sake of dating with him.i just cant do anything.it all falls on you.no pressure but just make the right decision,i just dont wanna see u suffer.come to think about it.me getting such a lousy results i dont think i have much to say.today is just not my day.nights going to do my stuffs.i just hate today~!
'what is done is done,no point regreting'

patrified

2007-02-09T10:19:00.000+07:00

i cant sleep anymore after silly gal called me and said that 97% or the whole cohord is able to make it to jc.once i heard that my face just suddenky changed totally.my mood totally went down and i was not hoping for anything.definetly i am happy for silly gal that she is able to make it.but i am sure that 97% does not count my class.i am very sure of it.called mr chia and asked and he told me that all of us are ablt to make it to poly.my mind was like shit y poly and not jc.i am feeling so horrible now.its only afew more hours before i step into the school once again and receive my result.i just feel like staying at home and just dont take it.if i cant get into a jc i really had nothing to say.really hope for the very best:(
'what is done is done u cant regret it!'

take care

2007-02-08T23:44:00.000+07:00

what a day for me.did not sleep rather well as silly gal was super sick.so i thought she could not sleep and would call me.and being well known to be a pig when anyone call i will not answer no matter what.but its ok at least she slept through the morning.my wait was not wasted.woke silly gal up at about 915.let her sleep alittle bit more than it was my turn to head to bed.woke up at around 11plus.than took out i think 8 oranges to hand squeeze and put in ina bottle for silly gal to drink.cause thats the only thing i know it has vitamin c.rot awhile before heading out and fetch silly gal from woodlands.bought her favourite mashmallow for her. i would make a point when every meting i will get mashmallow for her if i am able to find it if not its peach tea alr. she just finished her drama saw her wearing PJC uniform.than had lunch together before cabbing down to work.i hope thats the last day of work alr.than i took cab to hotel and collected my money.suppose to head to town to see my tees and stuffs than yi xian called said go play soccer.i was like okay than msg kim ask him reserve some stock for me.after collecthing money when home to change and met himat clementi.his grandpa fetch us there.thanks uncle!i was rather tired alr but continue playing anyway.i am a sporty person so i dont mind playing at all and i would avoid any injuries did not want silly gal to worry.played non stop till 9plus than when to change before meeting silly gal.fetching her from work at JELITA shopping centre. i keep forgetting i thought gelati another word of ice cream.haha.while chnaging i saw this guy very familar casue he was wearing the css hockey tee.when i look closer i saw teo!i was so shocked but really happy for him.teo plz make me proud and u can do it.waited for cab for quite long tilll we found one. alighted yixian and his friend before i go find silly gal.so happy and excited.i duno why she is the gal that i find her so special.this is the 1st time.walked her home.silly gal dont worry about the results believe in yourself that u can do it.promise i wont be late tml and no slippers!as we were walking she saw stars and told me to make a wish.stop there for awhile really look up to the sky and wish.i had 2 in mind all these while.but after tml its only one.first wish was of course get good results i am hoping 16.the other is to win silly gal's heart.i would not give up no matter what.i really hate seeing her suffer aimless and the worst case is that i cant do anything.after all she has the final say not me.its okay i also asked myself many times whats stopping her?her yx?i have no ideal.i told myself that i would not care about him and take care of silly gal no matter what happens.reached home and i am here blogging.going off soon.good night
'if i were to say out would u mind at all?'

begining eve

2007-02-08T23:39:00.000+07:00

its been a long time since i have blog.seriously long.i think since after my o's and now i am here blogign again as 14hours more and i am going to receive my results.i know i can do it its only how well i am able to make it.haha.many things reallly did happen during these few months.nah dont feel like saying out.maybe as time flies i will starting say out one by one. kinda happy with my life now.yuppy and i am gonna turn 18 this month.i am so happy cant wait to be 18 and i hope i can stop at this age forever!haha. though is kinda rediculous!haha...

silence?

2006-11-15T20:58:00.000+07:00

wow its been a long time for since i have blogged and i mean it!haha.wow i really treasue this entire o level 'season' alot. lotz and lotz of things happpend just like that 'click'. rather shocked when i think back, thats alot alot of things happened. i know it myself.get to know cute gal so much better. yesh i finally took a picture with you. i remembered that she said she wont want to take a photo with me. but in the end i manage too, and i send home yesh i did it! bryce khol li cheng i am so proud of myself.haha a rather great archivement.i also know a friend that i have been scouting for so longh and i finally made the first step. in the end i still cant believe she is just like another twin.everything i say also same.copy cat and i mean it!giggs 11 is one good example.how is the world will someone like the same player as me.oh my god! i just freak out and there is still lotz of stuff so on.just wanna remind myself
time passes really fast and just when i realise its already like 15/11 and i offically end my paper on the 20/7 but i shall declare it on 17/11.the first thing i would do after my papaer on friday will be head home and change and meet up than go sentosa and tan.haha.after that i really hope cute gal is free really really hope.keeping my finger cross.as i wanna let her be the first to see my shanghai1 dunk shoe. this shoe is my most favourite and no one can stop me from getting it. gonna wear it to prom. haha. lots of ideal already.i can do it!3more days and its all over.
today i went to school around 3 met mrs sham as her amaths stuffs and questions.cute gal had to work,o yah yesterday was totally screwed i also dunno what i was doing too. just wanna cute gal to know they are a group a people that i really enjoyed working with. they will take care of u too.dont worry so much. last night i dont mean you to have any bad impression about them.so mrs sham sat down with me till about 5 than we went off already. after that i headed to lot1 and meet pohlin jie jie. i am super despressed casue my fnn cannot make it already. i really need last minute help yuppy as usual she was so kind to help me but i was doozing off.my mind just cant absorb anymore things. lots and lots of things is just in my mind. i wanna clear it out...rawh.... settled the bill took a cab home and decided to blog again and study. i can do it.
'how can i know when someone is jealous and he/she is not showing but he/she do'

break

2006-09-29T22:19:00.000+07:00

hmm.did not have the time to blog during the weekdays or i can say not even have time to use the computer. rather impress for myself that i am able to control and not use the computer. this isnt hard after all. just liek mugging i come to realise that its rather fun mugging as i feel good when i learn more things and if i am unable to understand a certain topic i will force myself and ask people till i know it it well. rather challenging. proud of myyself of changing the concept of mugging.
everyweek i will be mugging and mugging so i do not have much things to write. i will also go for night study too.
finally its friday did not go school today as i stayed at home to study but i went for night study. did my math at home and went back to school and asked ms sham. she is the best teacher i ever have.
after that did not want to head home so early, hoping that outside there would be soccer but dont have. so heading to tou guan and watched my brother play basketball. nah had no mood to play at all. i just cant figure out why i cant receive any of cute girl msg. so so pisses. my stomach was growling, so i called sarah lucky she was not busy. i told her in advance that i woulld call her when i am heading home. haha. starting i heard this voice dont sound like her at all, so i was thinking can she be mengqi, there hear her talk agian. must be here sister, later she took over the phone and i knew it. smart! went to subway and bought my sandwich before i head home. reached home, went to bath, online and sleep and tv and subway.yummu. wnat some? too bad not cookies!haha!
'some things are just worth waiting for? suffer now and enjoy later'

nuts

2006-09-25T22:25:00.000+07:00

opss i was late for school today and i wasnt caught at all, reached school at around 815 than went up the hall and sitted down like a goon. sat for awhile saw where are the regulars who normally come early are not here yet. stone in the hall for awhile and check the condense timetable and found out that lesson starts at 730! hell yeah. i was late so took my time and scroll to class. i was the latest. hows that! opsss. today lesson was rather a waste of time, lucky ah girl never come she is so smart. next time must ask her when not to come. i wasted like 3hr of my time in class, with no teacher coming in. so angry. remedial no teacher came in. so i went back home and study till 6. met zheng hao at 630 at chinese garden, saw pei yan there, guess she heading home. i was only late for 3 minutes. amazing! rather proud of myself.
when for night study together, today was physic. asked mr chua(turtule) some questions and topic that we are not too sure. i have to help zheng hao i dont want to see my brother fall. on the way i am able to improve too. what a long day, but it was rather useful at night study. reached home also did amath before i blog and head to bed.
i am going nuts already. this time i cant receive any msg from cute girl so worried and i am hell piss thought she went missing already.=) lucky she wasnt. woot! this is the first time i talk to sarah, wasnt too bad after all. yeah we should talk can save much more money and time. agree! heading to bad, the weather is so hot and humid today. i am gonna sweat. o yah day 1 of fasting. so fun.lose weight!
good the night, sleep well and tight. take care. sweet dreams.
'what is the one thing that you will never leave behind?'

health

2006-09-24T22:23:00.000+07:00

had to pull myself up for tution, i was like a zombie as usual when walking to the tuition centre. mr ang taught us chemistry agian. time really passes so fast when we were doing those test paper. i was getting better and better. my effort have been paid off after studying. i can do this! so fater lesson was hoping that i am able to have lunch with sarah but she was on her way back from mq house. its alright. next time i treat you the macadaymian(spelling?) cookie! headed home dad cooked fish porridge and with the suckling pig that the resaturant gave us yesterday. i wanted to fast but cant. hmm. maybe i will start from tomorrow. good ideal! haha.
studied and studied. omg! cute gal is sick, she was feeling unwell. she took pendaol and i asked her to take a good rest. she felt better already. drink lots and lots of water please. thank u!
on top of that the message system corrupted again. i just hate it, reported to m1. really hope they can do something to it. thank u.
had dinner, came back and study and blog and head to bed. noting much to write. take care. have a good rest. good night. sleep well and tight. sweet dreams.
'love and hate are four letters words, but they have totally different meaning. choose!'

grand

2006-09-24T21:39:00.000+07:00

just cant wait for time to pass to about 7pm as we will be going to celebrate gong gong big 80th birthday. so promise cute girl that before i am able to go out i must study first. yup as promise i did revison and amath. cannot give false promises. after doing than go change as i will be meeting gor at jurong point to find sometings for gong gong birthday. so when there and gor thought of getting kinders susprise for him. gave him 8 eggs! that wasnt a bad ideal. so after buying, went to walk around and headed back to mama house as we have to fetch papa. waited fot him awhile and we proceeded there. i was busy playing the psp while gor and papa finding parking spaces. haha.
i just cant wait to see the place is like. maybe like verrender. the place was loacted at CHIMES and the resaturant was called 'lei garden' and per head will be $100. can you imagine it, the food must have gold scraping on it. the place was rather nice and is a chinese crusine. there was nine course meal! its is gonna be worth it. just look at the menu is enough. blah! all the dish was just delicious and all i could do is just eat and eat and eat. non-stop. tell you more when i see you again. so hard to describe.
the nine course meal:
1)birthday bun
2)bbq whole suckling pig with the meat cut out for us
3)boiled shark fin in pure chicken soup
4)deep fried conpoy with golden egg yolk
5)live sea gropper cooked in 2 different ways
6)steamed live prawn with minched garlic and golden mushroom
7)braised stuff vegetable with seasonal vegetbale sauce
8)braised noodles with sea treasue and dried conpoy
9)chilled fresh mango juice with pomelo and sago
just look at the 9 dishes its worth it. the food is splendid thats all i can say. after dinner took lots of picture and must 'jing cha' its a respect for the elderly. just love spending time with my grandparents. next tym let u see the pictures too. reached home watched soccer before i head to bed. good night. sleep well and tight.fruit juic and tea!
'there is a reason why you did something'

own

2006-09-23T01:02:00.000+07:00

i have done 5 test papers today!hows taht.they are emath papaer 1 and 2 and amath paper 1 and 2 and another amth paper 1.wow is that amazing all what. thought it is tiring but i told myself that it is worth it. the more i do, i will eventually be a habit. so why not cultivat one! doing test paper isnt a bad thing, but even make you want to do more and more as when i dont badly for a paper i would like to have another to improve the grade. in the end i learn more things. think in a positive way!
it was a long day for me, only manage to reach home around 10+ as i ended school ar around 330 than went to science tutiton followed by night study. my scheldue is well packed and i know what i am going to do.
finally reached home, home sweet home. had a nice and long bath before it been a long time since i hog in front of the computer. hmm. shall i go gym tomorrow. it depends if i can wake up.yuppy going to do some things before i head to my comfty bed.ACNI is the word. good night. sleep well and tight. have a good rest. sweet dreams.
'alws think b4 u speak, cos u'll nvr know how piercing some words can be'

routine

2006-09-21T21:58:00.001+07:00

after so long today is the first day we started lesson, this was our condense timetable. this means that each of our lesson would be 1hr30mins. this is so much effective as i am able to concentrate more. told myself not to sleep in class already. 5 more weeks and get into my ACJC. i have to remind myself everytime when i am slacking to tell myself what is my goal. i really cant afford to slack anymore. time and tide wait for no man. so after school there was this briefing by the principal regarding our prelims resuls. in summary we are able to retake 2 more subjects. sad to say i had made up my mind and retake eng and science. even if i were to retake my results is still impossible for me to get into 1st 3months jc. super stress. that y i had set a plan for myself that everyday its is a must for me to finish an emath/amath paper and english comprehension/composition. it will be alternate days. i told myself i am going to do that everyday. if not i will never buck up.
so i am proud of myself that i have done today assigement and tomorrow i will be staying back for night study after my science tuition. thought it will be tiring but this is the only last 5 weeks i am able to be so hardworking. i believe my effort will be paid off in a good way. all the way bryce!
stupid msg system corrupted again. hate it to the core! think i am gonna change it on sat. hope jie is free. thats all for today.
'its never too late, if you know what you are doing'

routine

2006-09-21T21:58:00.000+07:00

Numb

2006-09-20T21:56:00.000+07:00

today would be the last day of checking paper, which means i will get back all my results. here are the followings. emath b4, combined humanties b4, combined science d7, chinese c5. i still have not confirmed my english and fnn overall marks. pretty diasppointed which means with this kinds of result i can go no where. myself go bang the wall till i die. sigh... turned into silent mood and had no ideal what i was doing. everything just went colourless and moodless. i was kinda down and did not know what to do. just wanna go home thats what i had in my mindand have some thinking. no comments.cute gal manage to cheer me up by abit. thank you very much. appericate it alot.
after school brother they all say want to play badminton. so i tagged along when home to change and met zheng hao. i was not late, i mean super late. zheng hao was susprised. see i can do it! see i choose to anot. so played till 5pm. went there to vent my anger on the shuttlers. poor them, i smash all the ball but after playing for awhile i was back to square one. just play with no noise. i told myself i was ratehr funny but i cant do anything. after badminton i watched them play basketball while i stay and watch awhile and was thinking. after that than went to shoot hoops with them. zheng hao is a pink dolphin! me and fei fei made it for him. wanna know the reason y?nope i am not telling. blah.
waited for bus 30 rather long lucky got cute gal to msg if not i will be bored to death. yesh! sarah is gonna be my teacher after her promos, woot! HONOURED thats the first word. i am gonna be a good student thats a promise. headed home kinda shack, the eat small meals cause i wanna train and lose weight. get my fats off me. did revision and blog and revision again before i head to bed. sleep early. good night, sleep well and tight. have a goor rest. sweet dreams. lights out!
'each careless mistake lost means u are 1 point behind the entire nation!'

warmly

2006-09-19T21:36:00.000+07:00

i knew i i couldnt sleep at night. i tried to sleep till 2.30am and i had no choice but to wake up already. the itch is killing me. my body is full of that lumps, so gross. woke up and on the tv. as usual i will be changing here and there the channels. my mum woke up and accompany, she see me so poor thing. this is what i call mother love! than we reki and took the anti-itch pill. my wholebody was seriously red and there is marks as i cant stand it. after awhile it begin to clam down and i was getting drozy. i manage to head to bed around 4am. my mum the next day this has to work. poor mummy. thank u very much.
in the morning mum still brought me to see the doc than doc gave me some anti-itch medicine, i went home to cook myself fish porridge while mum still need to go back to work. o man at home really sucks did daily cycle. i dont want to say agian, i should know myself.did not go school today had a one day mc. worst my hp msg system is screwed again. msg sarah, she can receive she send back i cant. i am so pisses. why is it only her only and why not other people. hell pissed. tried to check but i just cant find the problem.
had a light dinner gonna control my diet and start training my packs already. every night and morning will do my exercise. i wanna my six placks real bad. now only four. when cut gal squeeze let her see i have no fats. wee i am good! haha.studied till my brain when numb so stop studying already everything just cant to get in. use the com and blog and chat before i head to bed. tomorrow go school already. nights. sleep tight. sweet dreams. wait a new word learn camwhore
'there's always a silver lining on every cloud'

itchy

2006-09-18T22:02:00.000+07:00

its been a bad day for me. did not sleep well last night as early in the morning, i woke up around 4am and change my bedsheet as my whole body begin to itchy badly and i could not sleep the whole night. rather irriated and was stratching my whole body like a monkey as classified by someone.
during school was going through of test paper.during assembly i thought mr raffek would come and catch my hair. he did not. they say tomorrow would be spot check. i wasnt afraid for the 1st time as i know my hair was short! catch me if u dare.
1st paper was chinese i got a c5. hows that! i was expecting a fail as i knew i did badly. after that was english, for the paper2 i was totally dissapointed of myself as i thought that i could do well. i scored a 15/50! oh my god! how can this be happening to me! moral down, my whole class only 5 people passed. i am so sad. gotta buck up on my english. the other paper was social studies. i know myself that i did farily well as i studied and my effort was paid off with a 62%. i am happy and was top of the class. yeah! sarah was happy for me. thank u. appericate it alot. after that was checking of history papers, i was not taking so i went to the library and watch my yamkasi vcd. i watched it half way. so finished it before heading down for assembly.
assembly was a waste of time and it ended at around 3plus with the nagging of the heads! when to have lunch with my brothers at broadway than headed home, rotted and i got scolding.haha.so quickly when to bath and rest before i started to study.my whole body start to itch again. i do not know what it is called as its forms mosquitoe bites but is not that. they are in huge amount and is super itchy i am not able to sleep today. help me! i dont want to sleep. lucky mum had this lotion to apply my body, the itchy subside abit and i told myself in order to recover fast i am not suppose to stratch it but instead thinkong of something else like cute girl. kidding. so after studying i am here blogging. lights out. sleep well and tight. sweet dreams.
'if you start a problem, make sure u end the problem'

annoying

2006-09-17T21:58:00.000+07:00

what a boring day i had. today would be my last day of relaxing, tomorrow onwards would be studying all the way till my o'lvl. got to wake up! all i did was a cycle. meaning? sleep, eat, shit, bath,use the com and watch tv. one more thin i am so bored that i iron all the clothings. amazing isnt it. this shows how boring i was.
one more thing, mum said to my sister ' do not follow the IS THE END!' i was like what the hell. you dont even know what is happening just because you see me having fun and not studying this 3 days. i am hell angry and i said ' what to do i have a ITC monther' so like mother like son. dumb dumb. damn her. told myself i swear when i get good results my parents, i will not thank them. instead of encouraging me, they demoralise me.its alright, i am mature.
o yah today message system sucks too. its just not my day today, just wanna it to pass and get over and done with. sighn.
after dinner when to meet hidzir, cause tomorrow i had to show mr raffek that fishball eyes. my hair, gotta cut my tail! damn! whats wonrg with keeping long hair like keeing it short will make you get an A1. its ok, just need to endure for a 1 1/2 months. thanks barber! i think u did a great job. so sit down for awhile and had a nice chat before i head home. reached home, yeah finally can chat. i think thats the only way that can chat and reply so fast. i think my hp spoil already. argg i just cant receive msg. damn it.
now watching mu vs arsenal and blogging.multi task.. wohoo. after that will be turning in. good night.sleep well and tight. sweet dreams.
'the higher the hopes. the bigger the disappointment'

smiley

2006-09-16T23:09:00.000+07:00

all i can today is a wow day for me. morning i had soccer outside in the morning, i dont want to wake up at all. i slept like for only 5hrs? opss... reahed there around 930 i was early. i saw fei fei they all, its been a long time since i played soccer. was rather fun. wanted to exercise and tan myself. while playing, i injuried my ankle.its damn pain, continued no choice as we do not have enough people. after awhile it was much better, than come my face. i was waiting for the high ball. mark was against me, use my head to head the ball in the end he wask my face. pain! its alright, after that was our last match pretty tired aleady, while we were going to end this game, mark wask my ankle agian. ouch! its damn pain, nah did not show anything, but i was like suffering. see this is what blog is, express my feelings here.
reached home, went to bath and watch tv and use the com and take a short nap. its like a cycle of slacking at home. yup going to meet sarah at 530. she was studying at westmall. study hard! i was late but its like 4 minutes late, i was shock as she reach already. she said she too cold at westmall got out of there earlier. i dont owe u 40. haha.
headed to suntec as she said its been a long time since she been there, we walk walk and walk.poor me kanna wack wack and wack. haha. its alright, got see a smile on your face can already. woot! so i was pretty hungry already, headed to nydc and eat. we shared at bake rice, hawian pizza and lemon shiver. i was so shock that she choose that. casue i have been eyeing on that already. great minds think alike. ai seh! had a wonderful dinner, we are damn violent the way we eat its like power! lots of cheese and cheese and cheese.
after dinner i am sure she is gonna smack my stomach. her favourite now. headed to the arcard. wow its been like years since i had step in and play the games. we played this mario racing game. yeah man i won and its so cool. u can take yr own picture. followed by daytodna, sarah won! not fair its so lucky, i win already than i do not know how u overtake me. play cheat. we were rather facinated by this sweet mechine where u collcet lots of sweet. waste of money, later get diabities! we played the photo hunt. ok i admit u are much better than me. played a few rounds at it was rather fun and challenging. we were at lvl 14. cool. must break that level soon.
after that we headed back and i was forced to speack chinese if not she dont talk to me. wah so bad! so do i have a choice, no! so speak pretty wierd but at least i tried. so reached the bus stop, board it and was contenplating whether to head to my 3rd home or home. so in the end can see sarah was rather tired and we headed home. my leg was painful, ouch. its ok,end of the day already after suffering for so long,go home and rest.
alighted one stop after sarah's house. she is so bad! this is the 2nd time i broke my own promise! o shit, told her next time cannot already. than she alone walk home after waiting for my bus to come. i feel so bad. argg. its alight accompany to message her till she reached home. had a wonderful day going out with you. i really enjoyed it. yeah u gave yourself 1000 smiley faces. that should be the way, stay happy always. gotta study hard already, yr promos comin and my o leve's. all this are mager exam cannot play anymore. work hard.
reached home blog and chat for awhile before i head to bed. good night, 'wan an'. sweet dreams and have a god rest. take care. out!
'dont make a girl angry cos the consequences are painful'

discharge

2006-09-15T00:00:00.000+07:00

had no school today, so will be at home rotting and slacking. was rotting in my bed for a long time as it was raining and i love to 'lai chuang' blah! so got up around 11am? i guess. than did not one to think about studying at all. so use the computer and surf the net, listen to songs and DOTA. ate instant noodles for lunch so pertatic! i hate that food. sometimes that my last resort.haha.its like a cycle till around 8pm where my mum is back. than quickly change and went to maxwell market for dinner. do you know where is it? chinatown there.
met daddy there, think he went to do some survey and got 30 bucks. i also one! i ate porridge and shared fried oyster. smashing and delicious meal i had there. after dinner headed to hospital to visit popo! here i come to see you. past few days did not visit you as i was busy mugging for my exams. sorry. jie they all was there. so me and feng jie and me were sitting on the floor beside popo bed and took out jie ho and took picture. so fun so fun. love talking pictures! wee. i am not 'zhi lian' its 'zhi ai' love myself. bleah! so headed home after that. its friday and i am not in town! wow. i am gonna buy 4D sure got 1st price.
reached home blog and DOTA and i will go and sleep. tomorrow gotta wake up early as i had soccer. cannot be late! promise! abit wont die. yeah tomorrow meeting sarah! have a good day! nights.
'do u mind?, u gotta think ahead'

over

2006-09-14T23:24:00.000+07:00

yup today is my last day for prelims and i am so happy to get over and done with. told myself to give it my best shot as if i were to want somemore this kind of exam this will be my last! the next one will be o'level.
one more thing i am caught for my hair already, stupid mr raffek, fish ball eyes! he caught me and ask me to cut my tail! wth! its so short already. stupid! he wanted to cut for me straight away but i told him tomrrow i show him gotta go and cut. like tomorrow i am going to school like that. i am bad, its alright for my hair sake! faiz and fifi also got caught.
first paper was science paper1 which is multichoice. given 1hr to complete 40 qns, chem and physic. as usual some question i wasnt that confident that i am correct. just did my best with no regreats, that all.
after that would be chemistry paper 2. the paper was pretty hard. manage to do finish everything. haha.
after the paper i quickly went up to the library and did my last minute revision of fnn as i had not touched it at all. do not one asnyone to disturb me. as i was studying, these group of indians came it. they were so noisy, lucky ivan was there he told them to be considerate. thanks. did some super fast revision before i headed to the classroom and take. it was a 2 hr papaer. the paper was normal, if u got study than u will pass. i am talking nuts, isnt it that way it is to be! i manage to went to lala land for awhile before i started doing. opss.. finally its 2! my prelims ended. happy is all i had in my mind.
after that headed home and want to change and meet brother, hidzir. reached home. basket! i forgot to bring my key i am so dead, quickly call him. hidzir just reached home, so i told him and we met straight at je. wow its been a long time since i wore school unifrom to town. hows that! i am super hungry too.
met him as usual he is the king of king at being late! he is the winner. he let me wait for 30mins.argg. its like 4 105 have left. its ok what to do he is my brother! and i am hoping whats the susprise he gave me. when i saw him, i was like? ok i somehow suspect what u are going to do already. damn gross! yucks. took 105 to fareast my 3rd home, walk around and talk and see grils. what else. can we do. today its a thursday so there was not much. dissapointed.haha.kidding.i was so hungry so went to eat my favourite chicken rice. yummy. ate a plate and extra rice. its like drug which is so addictitve. i wanted to order more, but i must lose weight. so its a no! haha. continued walking, feel like going belief, took bus to raffles than walk. as usual talk and talk. reached there stupid shop close, so we decided to head to raffles city and talk talk and talk till about 900 before we board the train. sorry cute girl my hp no batt, stupid i try to on cannot wanted to reply u but i cant. sorry. headed home slack. what a day i had. hidzir tomorrow going chalet till sun. have fun brother! reached home. head to bed! nights! sweet dreams!
'even if u made the decision, it might not go your way'

dumb

2006-09-13T22:55:00.000+07:00

had my emath paper 1 and 2 today. i went to school with high hopes, telling myself that i am able to do well and get an A. during the 1st paper i started from the back, as i was doing my moral statred to go down as i did not have the momentum anymore. i do not know y? i just did my best to finish it up and i was raher susprise that the paper was so diffciult. i mean i did the last term css emath paper and i did with flying colours. the paper was totally different, and i am sure o lvl emath would be so much easier than this. paper 2 was almost the same. no point crying over spilt milk when it is over. i knew i did my best thats the most important.yuppy yuppy.
after the math paper headed for science tution. i was early as i was with faiz. impress huh. mr ang will be giving us our final revision before we sit for tomorrow paper. lesson ended pretty soon, as i was leaving i was distrubing mr ang than i saw mr ang hand flying over to hit me. as uaual i am able to douge. but BANG! i hit the book shelf. ouch this really hurts and there is a line on my head its like harry potter the scar. mine is only straight. ouch. i am alright dont worry.
so headed home study study and study. tomorow will be my last day for prelims. will be having science paper 1 and chemistry followed by fnn. its like 12! and a promise is a promise that i had to blog everyday. so thats y i am here! going back to study my fnn before i head to bed. take care. sleep well and tight.
'do not take up the decision for the saking of taking up'

difficult

2006-09-12T21:56:00.000+07:00

had my prelim amath paper 2. spend some time revising yesterday. the paper was so much harder than paper 1, well i did my best and i have no regreats. all i have to do more is practise, there is nothing much i can do. it was a 2hour paper which i had no tome to check, i braely finish the paper as i left with 1 more question to go. but of couse i had some question i am unable to do. times passes very fast and the paper ended.
headed home, as i planned all out nicely like i had tuiton at 5 so i will be taking a nap at 2 followed by did emath revision till 430 before i move my butt out of the house. while i am taking my peaceful nap, sin called and said tution change to 230. i was like hell piss see my plan is ruined! damn it. so quickly wash up and get out of the house. ate magnum, cute gal want some? muahah..i was late as usual but when i reached mr ang say start at 3. i was even more piss, its alright i controlled my temper. learn to take things easily, if not life will not be fun. he taught us chemistry, i realise i had lots of stuff to catch up. after tuition when to print notes, there was tons of it. never ending. gonna ask from mum for money. wink!
reached home rested and had dinner which the food sucks and begin to study. did paper 1 and 2. revise done and i am here blogging. logging out after this, tomorrow there is school. nights. i wanna know the answer!haha.
'though u planned it nicely,it doesnt mean it will go your way'

refresh?

2006-09-11T16:15:00.000+07:00

its been a long time since i blogged after some commotion happen and lazyness that cause me not to blog. its alright! life still has to move on and i am sure ahead of me there is something better after much things had happened. time passes very fast and here i am. growing up as days goes by trying to change for the better. yup i told myself that! i will be blogging from today. support me by reading!
took my physic paper 2 replims exam, it was a 1hr 15mins paper. thought its was a rather short paper but i told myself that it is worth is after studying for so long. sarah accompanied me.thank u very much. hope i am not disturbing u. yup as i was doing, i was susprise that this is my first time doing this paper like drinking water, which means doing in a flow with no stopping. kinda proud of myself as i did my best with no regeats. i had some time for myself to go to the loo and shit as i had only last question to attend to. after handing up, it is over! yuppy.
i accompanyed zhong chi to west mall as he wanted to change his sim card. his sim card was damaged.dumb! i was laughing at him, unlucky him. so when we reached there the shop only open at 11, we decided to have breakfast. while we were walking to the near by coffee shop a aunty stop me and ask me for directions and asked me where to go? so i said that way hell i know where she is talking about. according to zhong chi my INNOCENT face,the aunty believed me. after that i was laughing. zhong chi said i was bad.cute gal too. was i? nah.... after our meal we went to westmall mac and did some amath before headed to the m1 shop. the guy told us that zhong chi has to replaced a new sim card as his sim card is damaged. unlucky him is that, he had to call him mum down in oreder to make a new one as this hp is his mum sign for him. poor zhong chi.
walked back to school as i am going to find ms sham and ask her amath question. tml will be having that paper 2. so i waited for her about an hour as she went to take her lunch. when to the library to do. did the topics that were not covered in paper1. its was quite fast as i did the topic before. after that headed home, was kinda tired so reached home, rot for awhile before i started my revision. life would be the same for this 3 days and i am free again. its alright everyone has to go pass this. keep it positive!
'afresh is easy to spell but how about the action of it?'

a song after so long.....

2006-08-10T21:28:00.000+07:00

appologise that i have not benn blogging. reason simple. study study study. thats all i am gonna do till my o's. my night life is fading away. i do not want this part of my life to be gone. but what to do some sacrifices are to be made. its worth it. after that i will be back again and even better. all the best. took me 1 month to finally had the courage to finsh this song. yesterday i just write finish it.
song: er shi er english verison
artist:david tao
edited:bryce

do you remember when the first time
i was so shock that you wrote me a note
you wish me a very happy birthday
at first i didnt know who you are~ yeah...
took me 10 whole minutes to realise.
there was a sudden blockage held in mine mind..howoo..
i tried to stay calm and tried not to be a fool
in the end i wrote back, how are you

chrous:
this song goes out to this special lady, i always knew
it was like a fairy tale that it can never come true
till now, i do not know~ whats the reason. oh yeah yeah yeah...
i really wish to turn back to the very first~ time
thought it can never ever happen but i am still hoping to
dear god! how can this be happening to me~

we met each other every friday
had a wonderful and enjoyable time
it was like a never ending story
i am so proud to have such a friend that is you
never ever want to call off this~!
please dont wake me up from this special dream. ohh...
i knew that it will never ever happen
but didnt expect it to be so soon

chrous:
i began to realise the way you replay back to me
and knew that that are already fading away from me
thats~ bad, can you tell me~ what i should do?

you told me that, there should be a distance between~ us
how i really wish that i am not hearing this from you
from that on, i asked myself~
AM i not really worth being a such a friend or i have being such a fool~
you have the right to choose who is it
and i wish you all the best to the luck~ guy

ending:
woohoo...this song goes out to this special lady, i always knew
it was like a fairy tale that it can never come true
till now, i do not know~ whats the reason.ohhhh whats the reason...
dear god! how can this be....happening to me~

no him no shoe!!!!

2006-07-22T22:31:00.000+07:00

met hidzir around 630am than we took 105 to far east. i brought a cushion and my book along to read, it was for the queuing period. so reached town around 720. headed up to panpercific but there was no one in sight. we decided to eat our macdonals. after eating went to queue, yeah me and hidzir are the 1st in the queue. 2nd batch. and guess what i am the only one buying whereelse hidzir is only accompany me. how in the world do u have such a good firend by the way. hidzir i owe u alot alot and alot. thank u very much. i will be queuing for my sabtoage shoe. so what we queued ouside garalley. what we did was sleep,talk,look around for chicks, chatted with friends that we just made friend with. i told myself it was a matter of endurence before we are able to get the shoe. so never give up. no pain no gain. we took 2 long breaks walking aroung in far east. luckly is that we had 4 good friends behind us as we took turns to look after each other things while we are away. thanks guys. they were also dunk sb hardcore collectors. nice meeting u guys. we broke our record by seating with standing up from 745 till 1236. wohoo. hows that. the crowd started following in at around 5pm. we were shifted outside as the ownere was complaing to us that we are blcoking his neightybours. we went for a break but came back so everyone missing. i beging to panic lucky the person told us that someone brought our things down. we headed to the carpark there and saw our bags. thank god that the person behind us took our things. i really want to tahnk them agian. if not i will have to requeue. and i will cry i am serious. there was another shifting. that will be the side entrance of the building. the first batch there was 30 ppl. i was the 2nd batch and was the 1st. so happy. so queue there in the hot sun, curse and swear and talk to them till 630. it was time for them to release the shoes, there was some comosion and some stupid stuffs. in the end i only manage to get my shoe at aorund 745. oh my god! but after getting my shoe i was so relieved, there was only a litimted pair of shoes i think less than 100. i am so happy and shock. so happily headed home. thanks hidzir agian and again. without him there will not be shoes for me. i will let u wear after i wear. i am super sleepy already, wanna sleep. see yah. gotta have a good sleep. wohooo...sorry if u were abit annoyed with me as i was ratherless. i ask for yr forgiveness. thanks brother!
'best friends are hard to come by so treasue it!'

checking it out..

2006-07-21T21:43:00.000+07:00

did not blog for quite along as the reason was everyday is rather stress up and i do not have the time to blog. my life on mon to thur will be study and study npthing but study. work hard. gonna write what is important short and sweet.
finally its friday. i am really looking forward to end school quick. i had remedial till 330. as at 2 i will be having my amath remedial but is a 1hr30mins test. the front part was easy but till the back i had problem. this means i gotta work extra hard in order to improve and get better grades. finish school, met hidzir at bustop than we head to my house and i went to change. he waited for me at my house the stairs there. quickly go change and went out. i am wearing his bape star and he is wearing my hawaii. i only lend to him as he is my best friend i ever had. thanks brother. we dress till very neat and headed town. watched pirates of teh carribean. its been a long time since i had watched movie. my last movie was...(it was also ona friday). bought the tickets, we were super hungry casue since yesterday night we did not eat dinner till now. we did not have much appitide. so went to far east to eat chicken rice. we ordered extra rice, amazing we finish the food in less than 5 mins. this prove that we are real hungry and gluttons. after that headed back to cinin to catch our show. wanted to tear my own.haha. never mind
the show was nice, i love capatin jacks character as he wasnt afraid of anything in all sorts of incident he faces. very calm and he is still able to joke around. i should follow he character. overall it was a nice show so far i rate 4/5. great show to be catch and i am sure there will be a part 3. haha.
so after the show we headed to panpercific and contenplating whether to queue for my sbtg dunk anot. we saw the queue wasnt that long so we headed home. its been a fun time msging 2 friends that i made recently. thought i dont really know them well worst we are in the same school. haha. nice msging with u all. so headed home and did not sleep much. i watched u got serve again. supeb show the dance moves are awesome. i am still wating for take the lead. but it seems it is not comuing out. later i will be meeting hidzir at 6am to go back and queue. bye! sleep well and tight. never guve up. remember what you said!
'every decision you made there is a reason'

accept it

2006-07-14T23:44:00.000+07:00

guess what its friday already. time flies really fast, gotta admit it. in no time my o's are over and i am free once again. had to fullfill the things that i had already plan. for now i cant say. was so lazy to head to school today but do not had any choice. really want to end school quick and get out of here. school lesson was rather boring especially pe. totally waste of mine time. no comments. rather annoying. school was normal as usual whatelse can i say unless i know something special. ended school at 2 as we had math remedial. teacher went throgh with us the test paper, after that can go already.
so reached home, played half game of DOTA than quickly go bath and meet hidzir. i am running late, reached there he have not reached yet. well done. see i am early. so took 66 to bukit timah to check out this bathing ape shope. in the end find cannot find, had lunch first. than when leaving i went into this shop and i saw this bathign ape thing where it shows pictures of the items. look for awhile before we left and took 174 to cityhall. it was a super long journey and our butts were aching so were our legs.
finally reached than went to believe. stayed in the shop for quite some time as we were talking to the shop owner and broswing every tee shirts. had a great experience talking and figuring out new brands that are up and coming. they said that bathign ape is going down and bounty x hunter is unless in japan already. i was so shock to hear that. underground soon. so sad. i saw this bathing ape shirt. its so nice. number 9 9th anniversary tee. thats the best of all. costing at 229 while the shirt at 149. i want to get both. haha.
headed to town after that, walked around and hopping to fish for girls and look around. walk around and was alking about sbtg dunk. i am gonna get it. can anyone queue with me. argg. love that shoe alot. its like love at first sight but with a shoe. haha.
walk around than went home, blog and dota and zzzz. tomorrow will be heading to the gym. nights. take care. sleep well.
'express your feelings in a different approach'

delayed

2006-07-13T23:30:00.000+07:00

have been rather busy day for me. realise i am only be able to relax myself after thursday so this means that most probaly i will be bloggin on thursday onwards only.i will try my very best to blog if i had the time reason was that mon i will be having my common test followed by thursday. so after monday i do not have any more time to slack and continue studying till thursday. monday i had chemistry, felt that i did improve and knew how to do the questions compared to last time where i had to copy from my friends. got to study hard. thursday was amath.
so for the 90mins will be the amath test. i did as what ms sham instructed me to do. i know i did it and tried my best. chemisrty papaer had been marked fininsh did rather okay thoughti failed. 20/50. had some careless mistake if not i had passed. told myself not to be demoralise and continue working hard most important is that i had shown improvement and i am able to correct from it and learnt my mistake in where i went wrong. so after school, did not go for english remedial lesson. did not want to as mr chia waa abscent from school. so i stayed outside for awhile before i head over to lot1 to find pohlin.
we went to eat sakae sushi, its been a long time i had ate there, thought we only had 1hr, we managed to eat more than we think, both of us were rather hungry. so while eating she helped me on my homework. thank u very much for guiding me. if not i am totally lost in what to do. so spend till 745 and we are able to leave and head home.
reached home, did not want to study and gave myself some rest. so decided to went down to play badminton. so angry play half way rain. so went up slack, watch tv, use the computer, rot in bed and talk o hidzir before i head to bed. nights.
'u are hanging on, but the other side is falling. its like a see-saw?'

not getting caught

2006-07-11T22:00:00.000+07:00

wasnt not as sleepy, had the strength to stay up throught out the way to school while mum was driving. impressive. so reached school, shit got spot check. my fringe wasnt long at all. keep it shot and neat. its only my tail, i juts love keep it long and thin so that i can spike. lucky i was not caught at all. my chia only say its getting longer, so did not bother much. lesson was normal as usual, was paying attention in class. thats good. time really passes very fast, once after thursday commontest it will pass very fast and its monday already. time will never wait for us and neither can i turn back. have to apperciate every moment. lesson suppose to end at 2pm but there was MT olvl oral. i had mine yesterdaty so i shall wish my fellow classmates good luck. give it yr best shot and u will do well. relax relax. as for me i get to go at 130. i am so happy, headed home as joes,mark,teo we all planned to play dota. quickly rush home.
reached home and played finally after so long we had a game where everyone of us are in the same team. was a rather long game though but i enjoyed it. so fun. in the end we lost, joes said we cant beat them as they were too good. i was having fun killing them. haha. anyway its a good game. after that rembered that i had mr ang tuition at 630. had a light lunch, roti-john. ah ai made for me. not bad. thanks. bath and left the house. did not want to be late and guess what i wasnt late, i was actually waiting for mr ang . can u believe it. i am early, even faiz was shock and said wow u are early today. he taught physic,magnetism. took sometime for me to get the concept right. had a practise over and over agian.
after lesson headed home as i did not had much appitide to eat. before reaching home bank in money. did some revision and learning the song like you. a very nice song. after that blog before i went to sleep. nights! take care. sleep well. go school! cheer up too. be happy always.
'we cant know what the opposite sex is thinks'

normal

2006-07-10T22:05:00.000+07:00

was rather restless today. leading a normal life now with no happening things happening to me. see it rhyme. nah did not bother to wake up to watch the finals of the WC. wierd me i do not know why. just dont have the mood and the teams i supported are all out. damn it. expected that italy will win. heard morning news that zidane head butt a person. i was lauhing and telling myself is he trying to be a clown as this he is the last year he is playing for the country. he wanna make it memorial. i respect him as a living lengend. o today weather was a perfect time for me to catch up with somemore sleep but had to go to school what to do.
reached school slept through during assembly as they were talking nonsence. lesson was normal and abit slow. had chemistry common test. hoping for multiper choice. in the end section b. i was like o ok. so i did my best and hopely i am able to score well for it. a pass will be a good one. as i know that i am improving. haha. after that assembly, as usual i was sleeping. i am like a pig go anywhere just sleep. i mean its true rather than u do nothing. i made a choice and i got my reasons. so familar.
we left early as we will be having chinses o lvl oral. was rather nervous but in the end calm down. wait so long till i fell a sleep again. see this prove one thing. i can really sleep anywhere! great sleeper. it was mine turn had to read the pessage for 5 mins. i was so shock as i had to fumble as i read in my mind. suddenly there was not any flow. my turn finally came, did my best as i told myself to give it my best shot. so starting as usual i fumble than was smooth. some words did not know how to read so i skip and carry on. hope the examiners dont mind. after reading came to coversation talking. it was about tennagers now a day going for branded stuffs. i was like lucky me. and they are refering to me. i remained calm and be a goodie and told them all the bull shit stuffs, like tennagers must know their limits...... so funny i was like telling lies. thats not me.
came out played soccer wanted to go home staright but i was rather tempted.so stayed and played. had a great time playing as we were having fun and laughing all the way, the tricks and silly mistake we made. last match last so long as i wanted to go home early, in the end i scored the last goal and took a cab home with alvin. was so sweaty and lazy to squeeze with people. how lazy can i be. reached home wash up and ate dinner. no homework today, took a nap it was alrady 850. woke up read storybook. now blogging than heading to bed soon, going to learn to sing song. love this song alot. meaningful too. lights out. take care. go for lesson.
'sometimes is not that u cant, is just that u did not try hard enough'

simple

2006-07-09T22:04:00.000+07:00

only manage to catch like 3hrs of sleep? was watching world cup as usual. reached home 2 plus. than went online. so happy that my computer is repaired already, so chat with hidzir till the game starts. it was the placing for 3rd and 4th. portugal 1-3 germany. message faith. she watching on her com as channel 5 not screnning. told her tv 2 got. i know germany will win and i was right. everyone was sleeping except me. so was like multi tasking. watching the match and using the computer. the game was not bad, thought portugal possesion was more than germany they did not size their chances. too bad, germany goals was nice and world class. solo effort followed by long shot. all thanks to schweinsteiger. he did a good job in controling the game. after that went to sleep as later i will be having tuition at 1030.
so woke up at 1010. lazy around in bed than left. as usual reached the centre 1045. was late mr ang teaching already. now in class i told myself not to play a fool and just study. duno any qestions than ask. dont talk unnessary. teached speed of reaction and energy charges. casuse tml common test will be on that and some other topic.
after lesson waited for them to print notes, so annoying make me wait so long. thanks to songhui take my notes go pront. i want to go home early and sleep. waste my time. is ok. did not make noise. some more ask me pay, the rest no money. reached home ate a light lunch, plain porridge and mushroom. studied and use the computer and sleep. thats my daily routine. had dinner at boonlay with my family. cant stand my dad his face black face like the world owes him like that. next time as a dad i will never do that. yucks. had a nice dinner but i am controling my diet. 6 packs. i had not forget yet. so came back rest awhile before i start to study again. after studying blog and go sleep. maybe later wake up and watch. see yah...
'seeing is believing'

back in business

2006-07-08T01:32:00.000+07:00

what a day i had. can u imagine bryce kho li cheng surviving without computer for 1 whole week? argg. its juts annoying, but in the end i also manage to. see its a matter of i want a not. could not blog at all as my computer had some serious problem. lucky as jackson gor gor to repair for me. thank u very much. so i guess i know what i had been up to do during the days where i am without computer. it is like hell, all i could do was sleep, study, soccer, WC and school. thats all no DOTA for me. nothing much in mine. miss my night life
woke up and finally after recovering from my left tight injury, decided to head for my gym session. went together with mum, ah ai and feng. they went for their pilates class. had to make full sue of 1hr during the gym session. as usual did my regular exercies. omg i realise i am 58kg now! fat fat fat. so i told myself i am going to have 2 times for gym session that will be on a thursday and saturday. i had to watch my diet. eat more vegetable. i konw someone dont and fruits. dont have a choice anymore. lose weight!
after gym session we had lunch break at the coffeshop. ate chicken rice, far east nicer. haha. just think so. so after lunch headed home, took a bus as dad went to fetch ah gong go see the doctor. later my sis and mum will be going to town as my sis had their eye check up. they will say they will be hearing the optician nagging at them. they can even tell me what she will say. haha. so funny. later i will be going out with eddy and poh lin. cant wait to see them, its been a long time i have not meet with both of them. meeting them at 730 at orchard mrt station.
we left the house together as i had to head to mama house to collect the computer. jackson say its been repaired already. was happy. so headed them collect and took a cab back. lazy as usual. reached home fixed the computer and download all the nessary stuffs. DOTA too. haha. after meddling for quite some time, it wad already 5 plus. quickly revise of science before i went to bath. left the house after that.
head to orchard, i know myself i will be late. that is not new. so upon reaching orchard mrt. i touched my ear realised my ear stick is missing. oh god! when i reached orchard quickly went to the toilet and realise my ear hole was close. damn it, lucky i brought my ear stick along. quickly force and poke it back. pain and blood. but i dont have a choice. thats a commitment, endure. so in the end stuck in the toilet for quite some time. met them at 8. opss so sorry.
so we walked to paragon and wanted to eat the soba restaurant. i dont mind as it is healthy and nice. so we decided to go to heeren there the jack's place. the waiting time was like 20mins. so we were like forget it. so eddy suggect centre point the thai food. headed there, not many people. each of us other one dish. the food was not bad, very filled up. was suppose to watch my diet so in the end ate so much. gotta control. drank lots of water as we were talking. left and decided to walk towards douby ghout, we were pretty filled up. half way we stopped at giraffe and talked. we were discussing about tennage issue. earring, smoking, schooling.... and so on. enjoyed talking to adults as each of them have a different point of view. both are teachers too.
it was about time and manage to catch the last train but it stopped at kranji. after that than take cab back, its alright for me. eddy stopped at ang mo kio. while me and pohlin stopped before woodlands. do not know what stop is that. we were thristy so decided to go to macdonals to have a drink before we went off. so sat down and talk. drank finish and took a cab back. reached home wash up, blog and watch WC. enjoying watching. thought i support portugal win. but i know germany will win. good luck. c.ronaldo is playing. take care.
'choices has conciquncess'

it's coming

2006-06-27T21:38:00.000+07:00

2nd day of school. hmm.. 99days left. i believe time passes very fast, tomorrow will be 98 and so on... i will be busying studying and counting down on the days. everytime i am about to give up i always tell myself that how many days left and i am back to mine studying spirits. haha.
did not watch any match as i was rather tired and did not have the mood. i will be watching today match. brazil vs gana and spain vs france. wohoo this is sweet as it is one of the best match you can ever watch.
school was aright, after hearing than there will be lotz and lotz of remedial and night sudy and so on. i know that life would no longer be realx but serious work. no choice but to woke hard. i rather suffer now and enjoy later. friday would also be ruin, how can i go out. i just have no ideal. i want to go out on that day, where my night life is that day! after that i told myself some sacrfices are to be made. no DOTA. can u imagine that, yup i did not touch on that anymore. can return to yan yan already. haha. lesson was as usual, study and listen. at certain i was so tired that i knock out. ah gal kept poking me. thanks alot. was awake again. today rememdial was for geography. i was not involved in it, went home and rest.
later at 5 i will be having science tutition. had a short nap before heading there, pretty tired. see i rather sleep than play DOTA not bad huh..haha.. everyone is so tired because of the WC. its alright after the WC, lets work hard. no more playing. mr ang taught chemistry. i realise i am getting more interested in what i am doing and listen in class. thats a good sign isnt it, absorb much faster and if i had any doubts i asked him. if i carry on like that i am not afraid of o's anymore. all the way bryce!
so after tuition mum fetch me, we went to JE there the market as she wanted to get some stuffs while i went to buy some dishes for dinner. bought meat and vegetable while at home only got stingray. that fish is how long already. haha. after dinner rest awhile and went to study. did amath, thanks to teo guiding me on msn. thank u very much. did physic and ss. going to do fnn now. at least do abit and let teacher see tomorrow. thats all for today. rest well and take care of yrself. be happy always. smile.
'if u overcome the fear, everything will be moving smoothly'

be yrself day

2006-06-26T21:51:00.000+07:00

portugual 1-0 holland. manchie goal was nice, long shot with placing. this match was super bloody and horrible. its like ice hockey where u bang here and there. super violent. this is the 1st time i had seen so many cards in a game. power ranger. but after so much cards, they will be facing england. england had the last laugh as they will be in a advantage role. so you should know who is gonna win already. maybe the ball is round, we never know. faith 2nd husband c.ronaldo is injured. that is bad.
fist day of the school after june holiday ended. today school event is 'be yourself day'. ah girl good, first day of school dont one to come already. so that is really be herself. i did not really care about today event. not excited at all, so did not intend to dress up. wore school unifrom my D&G specs and one side of pushead and hawaii with my holland jacket. thought they lost, i wore not because i suppor them but i love the jacket. so in school, nothing much but i told myself i had to endure and not playing anymore. no more DOTA i promise. i will only can play after 100days of study. start counting down today. so tomorrow will left 99 days. time will pass very fast trust me. and i am gonna hang in there.
lesson as usual, did not expect much for the 1st day of school. people talk and ghossip while i am busy sleeping away. teacher was not teaching by the way, so i sleep it's alright. nah did not wemt down for recess. wanted to sleep more. so after recess there was english lesson followed by english paper1 common test.
it was a 2hr paper. there was letter writing and composition its like a full papaer. i remembered what yan yan told me that is to take every test seriously and be proud of what i have done. never leave the exam hall with regreats. exam is the time where you show yr true stranegth in studying. there is no other chances. so i must do my very best.
i will always keep it in mind and do well.
after the test went to hall and celebrate the event. pretty boring, i was rather looking at girls than the concert. naughty me! so it lasted for liek 90mins waste of my time. ended to 230. i was rather hungry so me and my brothers we went to eat curry rice. my favourite dish for lunch, ate till my hearts content, nice nice. after lunch went home with kenneth. reached home did not want to go out. so bath and took a short nap. suppose to wake up at 630 and study, i remembered i set my alarm but i do not know what happen. woke up at 700 in the end. tired. its been a long time i had taken afternoon naps.
mum bought dinner back ate than went to study till now. studied amath and physic as amath test will be on thursday while tommorrow i will be having mr ang tuition. yup this shows i am putting full strength for my studies. my last 100m before i reach my touch line. all the way bryce! blogged at the end of the day before i headed to bed and read story book before i sleep. nights guys. take care if yourself. smile always.
'never expect anything in favour, thought you have done someone a favour'

bad day...

2006-06-25T20:36:00.000+07:00

wont say much about today. had really a bad day. had tuition wasnt that late. 6mins? depends on how you think. mr ang taught chemistry today, yup i was paying attention and sin helped me too. thank u very much. apperictae that. i learnt alot today. was telling myself later go home i will be revising again. so mum msg me and said that they will be going to tibo's place to have lunch. i was like ok and count me in. its been a long time i met them. after tuition, mum came to pick me up.
after reaching at tibo's place we walked to westcaost market and eat lunch. its been like a year since i been there? had a nice lunch, so after lunch we walked back. reached the house, uncle ck asked me to go up with him to the study room. i sure know something is gonna happen, when we went into the room. i immediately knew what is gonna happen already. lecturing time! oh man so they begin to say..........................................................................................................................................................(as they were talking i was controling my bladder as i wanted to answer nature's call urgently).. just nodded my head and act obidently. ear ring! never mind i just dont wanna put it out, casue i feel damn piss. i know it myself. so i hold for like 3hrs+ before i was let go. haiz.. waste my last day of my holiday. i really regreat coming here. from now on, i know what i am gonna do, study study study non-stop. if that's is everyboday wishes. no problem! its for my own good.i will blog too. hell piss. i am singing off. tomorrow start school already. i need someone. help. see yah not watching soccer today too. bye!
'please know your limits, never go beyond/exceed it or use it all up'

night life?

2006-06-24T20:12:00.000+07:00

did not wake up for gym session today, did not know why also. sister woke me up but i told them to leave without me. continue slepping to almost noon time, only mum was at home. so i ate my lnuch before i mop the floor all by myself. house so dirty and i cant stand it. after mopping zheng hao ask me go outside school play basketball. i was like alright! as i was really bored at home and i cant stand it. so anyone please ask me out. begging u guys. haha.
was late as usual reached there around 4pm than shot some hoops awhile, i was sick and tired of it already. just fell that its kinda boring and soccer is more interesting. thats how i think. so after that, we walked to the 180 busstop as i was rather lazy taking 187. long trips! before heading there, went to a barkey which zhenghao's mum is working in there. after getting my bread, took the bus home while he went to jog with pei yan. sweet!
reached home was tired and while waiting for everyone to bath fininsh i was lying on my bed. and was also msging hidzir later wanna go out anot. i just fell asleep, he called and i was sleep talking. oh man! i think i piss him off, i suddenly woke up and call him agaian. so in the end we decided to meet up at 8 je. did not follow my parents to popo's house. thought its been a long time i have not seen them. sorry.
reached je and i was early. called hidzir, he said his ear bleeding so i quickly went under his block to find him and make sure everythign is alright. while up the overhead bridge, saw these 2 girls. wanted to avoid but i was too slow. so said hi to germaine and magdelene. guess they went to study. study hards girls! went to meet him at the bustop there, i saw his ear lop swallon and red. thought what happen! in the end he enlarge his earhole! so saddist. yucks! i wont want to do till like that. no way.
took 105 to lido there. on the way as usual we were talking and busy gossiping. so fun. walk around town as usual but not fareast plaza as we were pretty sick of that place. so we walked around and went to cini to have dinner. i was pretty hungry. he accompanied too. thanks.we still went back to far east plaza but not walk around. the shops were all closed, reached around 10+. so we went to sit down and talk and take pictures.... so fun. hidzir said i was dumb and i know y. after talking we went back to cini as i wanted to watch soccer there. we were about to go in, than hidzir say dont want. as he wanted to smoke. i was like no man! he wanted to quit and why still smoke. so in the end we decided to head back to JE to watch WC. when we reach we only manage to catch the last 10mins. germany 2-0 sweden. what a waste, the ball is round you cant do anything. so we wanted to endure till 3am as the argentina vs mexico match. the last 30mins we could not already and was rather exhausted. so i draw money and we took cab home. omg i really miss my night life so much, but i cant already. damn it. i had 1 more day left before i start school. once school starts, i dont so much time to play. i mean not at all. i will be mugging mugging nothign but mugging. dont have a choice anymore. dont know if faith had done her project already. please do. thank u. you know the conciquences if you dont know, and you promise yourself and me something. aim for the best! nights. hope sitmai could get the sweet i want. praying hard. thanks
'have a clear mind when u are doing something'

its a friday and where was i?

2006-06-23T22:41:00.000+07:00

i overslept as i forgot to set my alarm as i thought i could wake up on time. damn it. message faith if she was late for school as she meeting her friend.haha in the end she meeting her later as she eating breakfast cum lunch at home. good luck! later must do your project, u have not done any yet. msg ah gal if never go what happen, she said noting wrong as they did not mark attendence. lucky me. all i did was rot and rot.
its a friday! and why must i live a life like that. omg is so annoying. i wanna my night life back. book me please? really miss it so much and today is the last friday of my holiday. how wonderful. dissapointing....
in the end i met magdelene and her friend as i wanted to have lunch before my tuiton at 430. wasnt late but her friend was. finally. when to coffeeshop to eat, did not had much appitite but still finish my lunch. ate fried slice fish noodle. i fininsh around the same time as the girls. haha. amazing right. so after lunch, still had 30mins followed them to the library as they will be studying and i am reading my newspaper. i did not know why suddenly i was sleepy, tude my head down and rested for awhile before heading to class.
mr ang taught physic again, was about lens. rather interesting and was listening to him and did the questions he asked us to do. told myself since i am not booked today later at night i shall study. see what a day! so after lesson i went home straight, it was already 7 when i reached home. did not want to go to mama house as later i want to play badminton. so long never talk with the uncles there already. so was serfing the net and reading stuffs. something bad happen. heard people playing badminton downstairs so stopped what i was doing and when down.
passed uncle $2 for shuttlecork. i think is super duper cheap, cause the shuttles we use are not lousy brand. so i dont mind paying at all as i dont birng shuttles down but the uncles. thanks to them. had fun time playing with my dangling ear-ring. so funny, starting not use to it at all. as if my ear would tear soon. but played a few time did not bother much but concentrate on the game. i was happy with today performance, won 3 lost 2. while waiting for my turn would be talking to the uncles. joke and laugh.
after my game went up, ah feng call us me to go down as they brought dinner for me from mama hse. thank u. they going to visit ah gong, i am not. so sweaty how to go have not bath yet. sorry. had my dinner than go bath. on the spain match but was not concentrating on it, no mood at all. my whole brain is not thinking at all but going out. i cant find anyone. so annoying. in the end stayed at home and blog and DOTA and study. tomorrow will be going gym alone to sweat it all out. its been a while i have not gone. take care and sleep well. good night.
'when there is a routine, it suddenly dissapear u will be lost'

new look......but same...

2006-06-22T20:56:00.000+07:00

did not sleep till 4 plus as i watching the holland 0-0 argentina match. pretty watch until the first half i decided to head to bed. it will still be a draw in the end and i was right! did not bet as i had no mood at all. just watch fopr the joy of the game. after wacthing use the computer and headed to sleep later had soccer game with matin they all. i will TRY not to be late.
morning i woke up at 1030 called hidzir he still at home, so i took mrt down than walk to his house there and from there walked to outside school the basketball court. me and hidzir did not had the happy mood, so we will play silent and not make noise if possible. when there as usual we were late, too bad. next time. we played the next match. won 4 and lost 2. it was a good game, dribbling skills is so beautiful. enjoy the game. the sun was scorching and i love it casue i wanna tan as i had not gone to sentosa. read today straights time, sentosa is so well established and renovated now. sweet. i am gonna go there one fine day. yup the word is 'one fine day'. it will come. matin they all left first, so left only 8 of us. we continued as we did not play enough. played the suddenly saw 2 police came, told us to stop than nag at us. blah blah blah. did not bother much. in the end headed to shelther there sat and dry ourself up. talk too. i was the only chinese there, the rest was malay. so it took me sometime to get what they are saying. but i mangae too. hows that. i was made an appointment at chapter 2 at 130. so i called and changed to tomorrow. cut hair?......... so walked with hidzir back as usual, sat under his block and talk. boy's talk. so in the end he said he not fecting carman already. so he say change to later. than i was like huh? i just change twice the appointment in a row. later i go there sure give me one kind of face. haha. so i told him he helped me called and he did. good. so changed till 530 but as usual we will be late.
before heading home was rather hungry called home ah feng picked up since she is the only one at home. asked her meet me at jp we go have lunch together. met at kopithiam. she ask 20 enough, i was like u eat gold? haha. so while eating had a nice chat, good life my sister go malaysia but 200+ worth of clothing. mum only give me pathetic money to survive during the 3 days. haha. is alright. i buy 1 thing same as them already. so while eating ah feng say go mariana square(ms) to cut. there's a hairdresser called justin cut nice. so go give it a try. she helped me arrange and also help me cancel the appointment at bugis there. i was saying the person there will be curing and swearing. haha. so in the end will be cutting at MS at around 6.
after lunch went home and change and met hidzir at 530 at je. so headed down we were like talking and signing while we were talking. poor brother including me. so when there to cut, its been a long time i had come MS. always go down town. its my turn to cut my hair. hairless. wow i am impressed she got her own set of scissors organise in a box. sweet! so i told her what i wanted to cut short and is suituble for clubbing but got to go school. oh man. yup i like the way she cut. next time i let u see if i ever had a chance again. not bad i will come back again. so after the hair cut we did not really wanted to walk MS as wasnt our liking. picky! so before heading to pannisula plaza to find for a shop called 'believe'. when to breadtalk and bought bread for my dinner. hidzir did not bring money so he was so shy to take. just take like i loan shark like that. no problem. so we ate and walk to the place. busying eating. hidzir eat PORK floss and HAM and cheese. see he set a good example for a malay. RESPECT.
found the believe shop it is at the 2nd level. was a corner shop went in to look. wow! they sell the brands we wanted, dunks. but dunks did not have what i wanted all new one. nah. i saw a button bate tee. its so nice, i am gonna get it. wait i promise i will wait. its alright, a promise is a promise. so was in the shop for quite a while before we left. than did not want to go home 1st so when back to raffles city and sat down and talk again. what a nice brother i have. thank u.
after talking headed home, came home did nothing but the same routine.chat and blog and DOTA and soccer. thats all.call? can i ?hahaha. tomorrow i must go back school i give ms peng face!
one more thing its FRIDAY tomorrow. how am i gonna survive?argg...
'if u tell yrself there is hope there is!'

walk walk

2006-06-21T22:40:00.000+07:00

did notthing much the whole day but went walk walk around town. laze laze and laze. just to kill my bordromness and the no moodness.haha.like that also can. i just need someone to entertain me. will anyone?
'bordness kills me!'

annoying but winning stake..

2006-06-20T22:59:00.000+07:00

yup faith manage to wake up and watch. did not want to disturb u. yesterday morning spain match. spain 3-0Tunisia. i gotta say now spain and agerntina are the only team who has the quailty to fight for the world cup.they are guess too good. spain match was very nice and exciting. less than 10mins tunisia donamated and tehy scored. i was like oh man. spain dont give up hope. i was like cursing and swearing as i bought 3-1. argg. its alright, u enjoy the game more importnat. yup each player was outstanding. especially torres he scored 2 goals. the 1st goal was a world class goal. the penalty he scored was pretty lucky to get the goal in. can say the keeper was rather dumb. overall performance i am very impress. well done guys. faith won this game she bet 3-0. so lucky.
woke up and i was like stonning through the whole day as i did not know what was i doing. just rot and rot at home. did my coursework only. went to jurong point to buy the take the lead dvd but it have not come out. oh man! nevermind waste my time going there headed home. continued my coursework and rotting. suppose to go out with hidzir by the time he message me was already 5. i had no mood already. i got a sick dad to look after annoying, he is like a pig. eat and sleep. cant stand it. my mind is gonna blow, whole day give me this grumpy face. before going down stairs to get something i remembered i left my wallet in the kitchen and helped out to cook porridge for dad. after helping up.
damn i could not find it at all, its so annoying and i got faredup. my time to be moody, i just could not find it. searched everywhere and i am sure its still in the house. i just dont know where, i swear if i know anyone keep it. that person is gonna get it. argg. waited for mum to come back and we headed to mama house for dinner. did not eat much on diet, so stayed there for awhile than came back. reached home did the same thing i still cant find it. annoying... i cant believe it. watch the germany vs ecuador match.3-0. wohoo i won. so happy. i also bet england 2-1 and 2-0. hope i will win. faith bet too. good luck. better go sleep now than later wake up and watch.blog and DOTA thats all. hope tomorrow i am going out, pretty bored at home. later gonna watch the england show.
'see being normal is just perfect'

sick and tired

2006-06-19T15:20:00.000+07:00

reached home around 7am, wash up and head straight to bed. later at around 9am had soccer with friends outside basketball court. did not think much but in mine mind is nothing but sleep and... than at around 9+ my phone started to be busy. ring ring ring. so annoying. had enough of it and hid the phone under my bed. slept for an hour, really cant stand it. on top of that it was raining and what a perfect day for sleeping. oh man! i found my phone and answered it. hidzir called and i told him i going soon. there was 16 miss call! pretty lazy to take 187 as i had a gut feeling that i will over slept in the bus. so i decided to take the mrt to je followed by 105. it was way much faster. faith had to work today. wasnt late but is tired. sleep late somemore. haha.
reached there as usual i was the last one to reached. form team and started kicking. we divided into 3 teams. its been a long time i touched soccer, was having fun. went pass people by doing tricks. ole! so nice and the joy is there. sweat it all out, did not really want to thing of anything but enjoy the game... we played in the rain too, very fun. everyone was wet and most of us slipped and fell. after our game we were shivering and was pretty cold. so sat under the block and rest while waiting for our bodies to dry. changed and went off.
i did not want to sit 187 as it would take me sometime to back and i was restless. so walked with hidzir back than from there i walked to je. thats a much faster way too. before walking to je, sat down under hidzir block and talk. had a good talk with each other, shared our problems and tried to slove it. so much to talk, it can never stop. left there around 4plus. as hidzir had to go and fetch his girl. good luck and have fun. i headed home.
reached home pretty shack, bathed and took afternoon nap till around 630+. when i woke up i was the only one at home, as usual rot on the sofa with the tv on. than ate my dinner as dad bought food for me. ate abit by bit like baby like that. after dinner went online as i had to do my coursework. no time to lose, school gonna reopen soon. playtime is over and gotta get serious. i could only party on friday? thats all. so pohlin was kind enough to guide me through. thank u very much. i promise to make for u and eddy green tea tramishu. i just owe u guys lotz as u have guide me through these years. thank u. did my course work till 12 plus. decided to stop as my eyes starts to see starts. haha. took a break by blogging and played DOTA for awhile and heading to bed as later there will be spain match. i am gonna watch that. faith too. remember to wake up. i only got 30mins to rest. sleep well and tight. good night. out!
'it takes sometime to settle a matter and carry on after that'

father's day

2006-06-18T20:24:00.000+07:00

had tuition in the morning. as usual i was alone and had to be independent, did not want to be late. ttied my best but in the end i was late for 10mins, lessons starts at 1030. faith wasnt late. good job. mr ang taught physic, realise that it isnt that simple as you think. so i gotta to buck up and study. no more playing. concentrate on my studies, other things i am able to do it after my o's. how i wish everything just went back to normal.
so after tution, i did not want to go home as i will be alone and i hate lonelyness. no way. so walk around with them and at e long john silver for lunch. spend most of the time talking to faiz. also another friend i feel comfortable talking with. thanks. so after eating and talking went home.
reached home did amath homework, than lawrence gor gor called say later we going jie jie there and eat buffet celebrate father's day. gotta get ready as papa do not liek to be late. so after doing my homework, took shower and dress up. finally i wore button shirt. was pretty nice and neat from the way i dress. i love it! in the end i was late by 5 mins and i know that this is bad. jackson gor gor was already waitng for me downstairs. sorry.
lucky when we reached earlier than gor gor mama and shirley. so it wasnt that bad. procceded on to the buffet, i was rather concern about eating seafood as i pierce my ear not long ago and i remembered faith told me eat seafood yr ear will suffer. haha. i asked jie she say just eat. i was like okay! so i did not care much and ate as i was also rather hungry. had a wonderful dinner, oyster sucks! we were very full, our stomach was rather bloated as if u were to poke our stomach we will be like a merlion. haha.
after dinner did not want to go home, headed to mama house to watch soccer. i only catch the brazil match. brazil 2-0 austrailla. the game was still as dissapointing. ronaldo why are u so fat and not as skillful as last time. poor guy, me and law could see his fats blunching up and down. so funny. robinho was good. austrilla acutally deserve a draw. they did not seize their chances. too bad. after soccer message and headed to bed. rather tired and did not want to think much too. good night. take care. sleep well.
'is there a solution to as back to normal?'

Courage the have you do? Thanks brother...

2006-06-17T22:57:00.000+07:00

nah did not blog for this few days as i was feeling wierd/down. just do not know how to discribe the feeling. never mind today i just felt better after suffering for 2 nights. think so? i know it myself, this has ever happen first time in my life. so what does it mean?

past 2days i had a hard time sleeping no ideal? parents and sister went to malaysia on friday do not know when they will be back. so i guess i will be home alone.poor me. woke up around 130pm as only manage to sleep around 5am, was pretty worried. never mind. will be meeting hidzir today. thank god! message faith and i was so blur that i forgot that she was working today. haha. she was rather tired. rest well. we wanted meet each other around 430. in the end i was so damn early and i met hidzir at 5! argg.. u are my best friend so i forgive u. we know each other standard. i was so happy that he lend me his adidas white watch. thanks brother. i just need to change the battery.
took 105 bus to far east as usual. we were wearing slippers and tee and 3/4 shorts. slack. i did not even style my hair. but i still lok not bad. haha. i am not proving anything. so we when to the shops we normally go. window shopping and i bought something. wanted to pierce another ear as hidzir said that only one side isnt complete, i was like yup i agree with him. we will see again when i will pierce. walk around, we were rather hungry so ate chicken rice that faith that time brought me too. hidzir first time ate there, he love it. i had my appitide back again, i was so happy ate 1 plate with extra rice. yesterday i ate the same thing but i was like a zombie u can ask magdelene. haha.we were enjoying out eating session and talking about guys stuff and reflect on it. we come to a point where we agree we just cant know what a girl is thinking. that is true. so after our dinner when to walk aroud again till about 8. 30mins more and faith finish her work. she must be eyeing on the bed already and enjoy watching her dvd. haha.
we decided to watch WC, it was portugal vs iran. i wanted to see how portugal performe. took 105 down to je. but as we were at clementi i said why not we try here. manage to find to seats. the final score was portugal 2-0. nice match. deco goal was nice. a long shot effort, followed bt faith 2nd husband c.ronaldo sore by a penalty. the atmosphere there was great. much better the JE, so its not a bad choice going there to watch. i felt much better after talking to him. he is a friend i will never ever lose. thank u brother. always there for each other. yup never give up, have trust. is either my bad or i had it. all thanks to you.
after the match took met home. reached home did the lundary. omg! yup u did not hear wrongly. i am ironing the clothing, hoes that. see a prince also can do that. hahaha. blog after that and played DOTA. please sleep early as tomorrow you are working, u are tired. rest well and sleep tight. singing off.
'it take a hell lot of effort and encouragement to built up COURAGE'

bryce's english version of 'superwoman'

2006-06-14T22:56:00.000+07:00

bryce's english version of 'superwoman'

1st phrase:
early in the morning, i put breakfast at your table
you took my heart away from me never look back~
i was walking down the walkway and i spotted you
this time i tried to avoid you, but i am still thinking
looking back at the lovely past, makes my heart feel so hurt
haii...only~ if i could turn back the time~ i spend~
the more i think i think of you. here in my dreams
back than is than, now is now, i feel so INCOMPLETE

chorus:
you are mine superwoman...
i wanna hold you tight and make you mine never wanna say good bye
but i am only human...
ONE is to show that i love you
TWO is to be with you
NEVER have you back

2nd phrase:
you fought your way through the rush hour
try to make it home just for me
what a day we had TOGETHER, i'm still thinking loving~ you
whan i walk pass (pause), and saw you , i knew you be mine
i'm so scard, i ran the way home
and did not even stop
so... thats all i want is ~only you
though we share a different heart
giving in and give out is the only way to survive
O please give me another chance~, for me to prove my love
i promise you, i promise you. i pledge my love to you.

chorus:
you are mine superwoman...
i wanna hold you tight and make you mine never wanna say good bye
but i am only human...
ONE is to show that i love you
TWO is to be with you
NEVER have you back

oooh.. baby i really regreat leaving you+who!
i'm sorry i have been selfish, dont wanna hurt u no more
thats because you mine superwoman, so please dont leave me
i have never ever cheated you nor break your PROMISE~ baby

chorus:
you are mine superwoman...
i wanna hold you tight and make you mine never wanna say good bye
but i am only human...
ONE is to show that i love you
TWO is to be with you

if you feel it in your heart and understand me. STOP right where you are
everybody sing along with me

chorus:
you are mine superwoman...
i wanna hold you tight and make you mine never wanna say good bye
but i am only human...
ONE is to show that i love you
TWO is to be with you
NEVER have you back

world cup summary

2006-06-14T22:27:00.000+07:00

o yah i pierce my ear on monday. there will be no seafood for me for 1week. how am i gonna survive without seafood! anyway is for my own good.haha...

this is will be a summary of tuesday and wednesday.

tuesday and wendesday:
after yesterday clubbing i reached home around 830. called the queen to say i am home. when straight to bed and KO. was very tired. faith later still going for kbox. superwoman with respect. haha. woke up around 500 as at 630 i had tution. only this morning than i realise. woke up and continue rotting in bed. bathed and than left the house. teacher was teaching chemistry, in ordered spoiling my days i just ingnored both of them. life was much better. so after tuition headed to mama house for dinner. its been ages since i have been there, miss her cooking. so i went back and meet mum as she went to the library to borrow some books so i meet at the carpark. when there together, mama wasnt in. yeah dinner was curry chicken. i was famish and statred to eat. ate alot as it was too nice. haha. so i stayed at mama house to watch soccer with gor. south korea 2-1 togo. the match was not bad. impressive. but not france 0-0 switzerland. horrible shit, the refree sucks. give a foul so slow and poor judgement. there was like 30+ fouls in a match can i imagine that. haha. france performance was horrible. they cant play at all. i have got nothing to say. brazil 1- 0 croatial. i was so hoping for this match. i force my eyes to open as i was rather sleepy alreay. in the end the match wasnt that excitiing that i expected. horrible. ronaldo was yucks. so fat and no brain. he cant run and his balancing was like shit. he should be replace by robinho earlier. kaka goal was not bad a long range effort. nice.

spain 4-0 ukraine. this is the best match so far is worth watching. spain was powerful and gay. after the one man down by ukraine. villa free kick who had a drflection was nice. torres score and was a superb volley. very nice. he is damn handsome. nice nice. he was not sub out as his performace was good. well done spain. keep up the good work and u can see a cup in your hand soon. faith is also carzy over him.haha
'giving in and give out, is the best way to create peace'

clubbing and happening

2006-06-12T17:59:00.000+07:00

its been a long time since i have been clubbing. still cant forget the days. haha. this will be my first clubbing session of the year, not like faith been to have many time already. haha. woke up rather late at about 130. this few days i have been sleeping rather late and wake up late. all thanks to world cup. hehe.faith was later than me. i was rotting and lazying around and playing DOTA. i was rather englose with the game and i forgot to set the alarm. faith message and i realise i was late already as she said she went to bath already. look at the time oh man. end the game and still rushing. i could not find my bape t-shirt and my button shirt had not iron yet. omg!i am super late so saw my headline hang up. decided to wear it. anyhow make my hair and went out already, hope i look find.
before meeting her at 430 at cini for a show. i had to go pontini there and collect my money. took a cab down as i know that if i were to take a train. i wont be ablt to make it. its alright worth it. told her to take her time, no worries. after taking my money. took train down. i was earlier than her. wohoo. hoes that. so i bought the tickets first. we will be catching the 7.15 'she's the man' show. so we were rather hungry, she suggested to eat juck food. its fine with me, i said taka downstair. when we reached there, i wanted to eat beef hor fan. we dine at central. ordered our food. the 'tou fu with pork flost' was so nice, ordered that as a side dish and almond drink. both faith also dont like. haha. almond where got smell. so nice. haha. by the time i finish my dinner was filled up. just nice we walked back it was about time for the show. faith wanted lolli pop buy dont have. too bad.
the show was very nice. it shows girl power. love this show alot. i give a rating of 4/5 stars. yup u can really reflect if u had treat a girl good or bad all those stuffs. nice nice. it was funny too. had a great time watching the movie. abit of twist and turn. repect.
after the show it was already 9plus. so headed to city hall. before heading to esplanade we went up to the building to the addidas stall. i saw a tee-shirt very nice. crystal all over. bape nicer. haha. so after faith looked around. went back down and walked to esplanade. while i was in the toilet, kenneth called. so i waited to him and his gal, jac. after meeting him passed him the tickets and he passed me the money. followed by wendy, ah girl. we walked around before we went in to dxo. passed by and saw japan1-0 australlia. faith was complaing as she should have bet on japan. i was laughing. kenneth did not bring his ic. so me and faith went in first. i use my ic while faith tried and use the ezlink card. we manage to get in. so i called kenneth and told him he could use that if not i will be lending him mine. this is my first time in dxo. have not been tehre before. the place was not a bad palce to chill but not dancing. the dance floor was very small and worst there was no plateform for daring people to go up. sucks. worst the deejay sucks, he was playing cds by cds. not not remixing it. sucks! faith and i went down to the dance floor twice. the people there also not friendly and there was no atmosphere at all. horrible. no one started the flow. horrible. faith's friend said was right, dxo not nice. all becasue of the deejay. so in the end there was 8 people with us. wendy there got 4, me here 2 and kenneth 2. so after sitting around, we wanted to go eski bar but wendy's friend. ivan said close at 1. today is a monday so its possible. faith than suggested to sing k. i told kenneth and thought we 4 go in the end wendy also wanted and brought her freinds too.
we headed to cini k box as it closes at 6am. took cab there. the room was so small and 8 of us had to squeeze in the room. poor us. the osund system sucks. i wanna go and try mariana square. down there new sound system. superwoman, faith tomorrow will be going there to sing. wohoo 2 kbox session in a row. i sang teh song i wanted. hope i sound nice. haha. could see while singing everyone start to KO. haha. sang till 6. faith eyes was pretty small and she looked very exhausted. we were rather hungry outside cini we thought of what to eat but there was still no ideals.so we went to macdonals but haven open yet. we were like damn. so in the end we took a train home. accompany faith home. thats what a guy should do. lend her mine shoulder for her to lean on to sleep. i cant sleep as if both of us were to sleep sure over short. its alright. still had some strength. hope you slept soundly. alighted at CCK. went outside to wait for cab. o man we waited like for 25mins before we board the cab. great! on top of that that cab driver was new and had to guide him. splendid! so fetched her first followed by mine.
reached home was kinda KO. die die i also had to wash up as my face was oliy and i saw imples start popping out.haha. superwoman u better go rest at least awhile than later go sing k. take care. sleep sleep sleep. a fun day i had. one of the best so far. next time my turn to go out with your friends. haha. like that fair. hope u went out with my friends you dont mind.
' if u want it, u better earn it'

advance father's day

2006-06-11T17:02:00.000+07:00

tuition starts at 12 so as usual i woke up at around 1130. i was like rushing as i do not want to be late for lesson again and again. responbility! so after much rushing, mum told me that she wanted to fecth me as she and sis going to market. i was like alright. i was only 3 mins late hows that. faith was late. wahah..
after lesson it started to rain, oh man. its hell heavy. lucky mum called and she came and fetch me. thank u. went home i was super duper hungry as yesterday i did not eat my dinner and my breakfast this morning. so when i reached cooked maggie mee. parthetic! i have no choice but to eat on order to keep myself full. studied and rest for awhile till night.
its been a long time i had dinner with my family. so mum suggested to celebrate advance father 's day. as next week they will be going to malaysia for holiday. i wont be following them i guess. so mum called up the place and did an advacne order of claypot rice. yummy. i love eathing that. thats wad i call good food. hell yeah. so after awhile we headed there. dad was cock, he told mum to drive as he said he will guide her so in the end after guiding her to the place we were like kinda lost. he said ' u duno how to drive' i was like 'hey u were the one giving mum the instruction and u blam it on her.' this is ficking unfair. i cant stand it. so in the end dad drove and reach the place. i controled and not made him mad. waited for 20mins before the dishes and the claypot rice came. not bad, as i was still hungry everything was nice. just love to add lotz of black sauce and the oil, knew my dad hate it. so i only put in my boil. like that peace.
after dinner, i was filled up already. on the way back told mum to alight me at je as i will be meeting hidzir. we watching the holland game. not bad but we spotted their game plan. everyball before they attack sure pass to robben. he was amazing, skill. worst no space so in the end we stand up and watch. horrible. was complaining. argg. after soccer chatted for awhile before heading home. he had school tomorrow so in the end i had to watch the portugal match alone. sad me. reached home, did my stuffs. lights off. good night. sleep well.
'if u believe in a thing, it will come true'

work again

2006-06-10T23:09:00.000+07:00

woke up late around 1230. its so nice to sleep as the weather was cooling rained in the early morning. woke up only my mum was at home dad went to work, sister went for art class. nice. so i woke up and studied for awhile, physic. after that used the computer. my mum went out as she said had to send the car for servicing. after using had to wash up and get ready to work. got to get out of the house quick before my parents came back. haha. so reached work around 635. asked fadzil was i late. he said ' as long as you come is good enough' i was like ok! nice nice.
this time i will be working on the floor at station 3 with anch. i wasnt really that familar as its been a long time i have not work and the menu changed so i just had to do some simple jobs like. set the settings of the dishes, change the plates, pour ice water... ordering i would leave it to anch. love working with her alot as she has the patients to teach me. where i went wrong and i could also learn the way she interacted with customers. she was very friendly. so thats how i learn from there. time passes pretty fast. i wanted to watch the england match but i was wokring so i can't. the match was pretty boring. an own goal. horrible. the teams that i will be supporting will be brazil and spain. all the way.. it was around 10, last order was 1030. 4 stupid indian punjabi come in and dine. worst still ye hein was serving them, they were strcitly vegetarians. no garlic, onions and egg in any of the dishes. i was like at the back swearing and cursing at them. i wanna go home early. pontitin does not have a closing time, our policy is that only when the last guest leave we than close it. damn them. they sucks! i just endure and laze around in the kitchen.
juile did not work as she went shopping at suntec mid night sales. i wanna go too. called her asked her polo ralf laren got sales and roual. she said nothing much. so nothing much to get. so waited for the 4 indians to leave and clear and set the table back. sat awhile at the bar and left with ye hein. he is a very good friend, socialble too. love talking to him, treated him like a big brother. took cab down to tiong bahru than took the train. if we take cab back. cannot make it, dont want to spend unnessary money. yup we were in time to board the last train. just nice we board the last train. on the way back, we had a good talk with each other. when home was tired, blog and i was ready to go to bed. faith had began a cold war with her mum. she power never eat dinner at all, until 1 am than went out of the bedroom. force to cook maggie mee and eat. yes must eat and dont stuff yourself. later going to watch argentina match. it will be super nice. see yah sleep tight.
'everyday is a different day'

outing

2006-06-09T01:27:00.000+07:00

it rained and the weather was cooling. i woke up at aroung 1230. faith was in school already. i for another 30mins more before i start to drag myself out of bed. wanted to study but was kinda late already to study and later i will be meeting her at 230 at bugis for her eye checkup. so went online for awhile before i went to bath and get ready. faith finished her lesson at 2. see i am kind enough to accompany her. than in her blog say i got motive and it was to get doughnuts. i can ask you to get for me after yr appointment than meet u at orchard. but i did not. haha. made her milo latte again. i am sure this time it is! dont believe u go home and try and do see if u can make the same taste as mine.wahah.
so in the end i meet her at around 230 and her appointemnt was 2. as usual she was late.normal i was like that too. so fair. haha. we had to pass bugis village and when to a shopping cenrte building beside OG. the rained stopped and now the road are filled with pudle of water. i was wearing my hawaii dunk and she told me anyone step and the water touch on my shoe wad will i do. i said that person is dead. so i was like avoiding all the puddle of water. so faith went to the opticient,while waiting for her went to simlim square to look around. was looking for computer parts and a nice laptop for next year. looked around till she called and waited for her at the dougnut stall. i cant wait to buy and eat it. i had cream cheese and faith had bitter chocolate. the reason i bought cream cheese was that the sugar coating wasnt sweet enough. haha. the cream cheese is also nice. no offence. after that i wanted to go back my pontini to collect my money. it was like 414 already the thing closes at 430. so we tried to rush down. wanted to flag a cab but there was too many people. so decided to take the mrt down, by the time i reached tiong bahru it was alreadt 429. i called jie she say close already. too bad. sat i than go collect since i will be working. lucky enough i had 22 with me. hope i can last through for the day. i guess no.
after that we headed to town. we are suppose to alight at dougby ghout but we overshot and stopped at summerset. in the end we had to walk there, treated it as a form of exercise as faith did not jog at all. haha. raining right?thats the reason. walked to the cathy building. while walking there than we started to eat the doughnuts. i have no ideal y just now we did not want to eat. i think too rushing. got our tickets. we will be watching in the grand cathy again. but this time will be in the centre not the side. haha. the show started at 715. did not have much time, so we walked all the way down to far east to eat chicken rice that faith said was nice. before that while walking pass orchard OG saw faith 3 best friends. just smile and look at them. no fighting. haha. than before reahcing the chicken rice stall went to the bag shop to see faith wanted the bag. but duno know y she dont want to buy. she told me is the 2nd last piece. wierd. i was rather hungry as i did not eat my breakfast and lunch and yesterday dinner. ordered 2 plate of chiken rice. nice nice nice. thats all i can say. part of the reason was also i was super hungry. faith was rather full all becasue of the milo latte. next time i will make but u can only drink after yr meals. wait wait how in the world can it still be chilled when i prepared it so long ago i left it in the freezer too.
after dinner headed back to get ben and jerry's ice cream before heading in. its like a culture now. haha. so while heading back someone punch me. i thought i had offended him, turned and saw hidzir with her girl. nice to meet u. had a short chat with him before headed to the cathy building. it was a rather long distance. realli sulate faith! i am wearing shoes and walking a long distance. but faith is wearing slippers? i mean..power right? its so not comfortable. so we each chose a different kind of flavour and smuggle in the cinema. she wanted to tear the tickets her own but there was too many people. in the end she let the person tear. never mind next time lesser people u tear yourself. the show was nice, one of the best so far. i just love this type of graphic so real and nice. not bad i give it a 4/5.
after the movie, faith wanted to try taking the last train home. yup u did not hear wrongly. LAST TRAIN. haha. so we went to GIRAFFE and chill. it was a bar and restaurant. stupid them, they should have checked out ic first. we orederd what we wanted and they came back and ask for our IC. stupid we just said we were 17. so i just ordered a coke as sex on the beach could be made with out alochol. faith drink can she ordered magarita. we chilled there, not a bad place to chill. nect time we are gonna try to top floor looks so interesting. we were sitting opposite the instana house. we saw a group of police gathering outside. after all they started to drive out and followed by cars. saw a flag of turkey and singapore. must be some grand and importnat thing. how i wish i was inside. thinking too much. talked as usual, there was so many things to talk. cannot finish. so we left the place around 1145 as the last train was 1153. yup we boarded the last train. found a place to sit. casue i would not one to stand all the way to JE its no joke. faith alighted at CCK. while i alighted at JE. met hidzir and went to macdonals and watch soccer. germany vs costa rica. orderd 20 piece nugget and large green tea to share. nice nice. the match was a one sided game but i love the last goal. where the long shot came in. it was world class. top corner. after the game chatted for awhile about life and hows everything. we always keep each other update on what we are doing. a best friend of mine. took a cab back, sent him home than followed by me. had a great day spending time with them. thank u. good night. sleep tight. eaten yr medicine.
'never ever make a girl angry. the outcome u dont wanna know!'

a lie but theres a reason.tired!

2006-06-08T00:59:00.000+07:00

i was not suppose to work at all during this year as i had to concentrate on my studies. but i really had no choice. my dad did not give me any expenses. damn it. who ask you not to give me. so thats the reason y i worked, please dont expect me to stay at home the whole day, sorry i cant do that. morning i studied physic and social studies. messge jie if i can work she said yes.
met magdelene and songhui at JE mrt station.
reached around 630 quickly change and went to our respective station. i was in runner with lucas. long time had no seen him. had a nice chat with him, while serving the food. everything was fine until fadzil station. it was a long tabel serving 10 customer. than the food was brought to the alighting area. than the 2 manger come in, they wanted to serve but they dont know the food what is who. we are suppose to serve ladies first, but the food was not there yet. so bendict,the manager said serve the rest first. lucas cannot stand it so he did not realise that the tray was over the edge of teh table. the moment he placed the dish down. the dishes drop on the flood. so loud, lucky the plate did not break, so scary.we were like damn. i sure know fadzil would be pissed. of all y must it be his station. we were sorry we dont mean it. so the rest of the day, we were pretty quite and after the last order.o yah there was this group of jews people, super funny they are hell rich as they must use new utensils and the food they ate must be bought from the singapore jew associtaion. i was like omg! who in the world will do that. rich ass people. went back to the cold kitchen and wipe the utensils. its been super long i had wipe it. there was like non-stop of it, after i wipe finish. musa, the stewarding poured some more. showed him the middle finger but continued wiping. i and lucas wipe till 12+ super late. there was water gorblet too. than after that slack in the bar. was rather tired and i was complaining. haha. after that song hui and mag and i took cab back. was super tired, than jie ask me to take recipe, can claim. reached home knock out!
'if u had done anything wrong, please admit it'

birthday celebration

2006-06-07T00:07:00.000+07:00

drag myself up as i had to go for gym session. called kenneth,he was still on bed and asked him to get ready. so when i reached je sport complex, he called me and told me that he could not make it as he had to work. no problem brother, its alright. not angry with u.peace =] as usual i did my own tranining, i am still aiming for my last 2 packs to be form. i will not give up. never ever. consistency is important. the moment i step out of the gym, god damn it it started to rain so heavy that i could not see across the road. in the end i had to wait at the steps there, for the rain turn smaller. called my sister,wanted to ask them come down my house down stairs to pay for my cab fair first. but to my susprise they were already at the mrt station. ah ai was dumb and blur sotong. forget to bring ah feng wallet and her ez link card has no more money in it. what a blur sister i have. DIPUTS! awhile later, i decided to run to the mrt station as it begin to drizzle. i was still drench. so cold. shivering in the mrt. than when i reached boonlay, called my sister. they were still there. went to find them. told me that they called mum to fetch them. omg!princess or wad!faith they like u already. haha.i prince also not like that. be independent. called mum and told her no need to fecth them already. i walked back with them, as it was not raining already. i am that bad. haha. as usual disturb them on the way back. reached home, sisted went out. later i also will be going out.
celebrating sharon's birthday. meeting them around 230 at dover mrt station. i was early. power right! they were late, i waited so long till i am about to dooze off. waited arounf 25 minutes.arggg. teh 2 sharons and dick also appeared. so headed to town. alighted at douby ghout. they wanted to catch a movie, initally they wanted to watch cars but i said i friday watching. so finally decided to watch omen. 1hr and 10mins more before the show starts. dennis suggested to go play pool. its been ages since i played it, had better things to do beside that. haha. had a game before i was back on form.haha. after 3games we walked back to PS.faith hp was flat. totally disconnected from the world. yah same with me. sad. to me the show wasnt that nice. if u like davinchi code. u would love this show. i was able to predict every part of it, not fun at all.in fact i was laughing as i guessed it correct. faith too, the ending i did not tell her she know already. so that prove it! after the show we took a bus down to kallang and ate out dinner. it was a buffet, to me it was normal and dont like oyster. hate it! yucks. the food was average and did not eat much, dont have much appitide. hope u like the present i gave u. after dinner, took bus 16 back. i went to pontini to pass magdelene the money for DXO. took all the way. sharon they all tok halfway, changed bus.
before going up i went to draw money, 18 x 6. $108! so much. anyway they will pay me back. so its alright. its been a long time i had being to pontini. went to say hi. as usual there was beating on my back as a gesture of saying hi in pontini style. sweet! stayed there and waited for jie also duno for wad. just waited for her, she was rather tired and i wanted to take a cab back, than she said no need. jie called michelle,ang moh fetch me home. but in the end jie followed us as jie forget to take something before she left. before fecthign me home, we went to pionner mall for supper at macdonals. orderded myself fries and greentea. drank somethign refreshing and cooling. reached home and was rather tired and fell asleep.nights.
'everyday is a different day'

what a nice weather

2006-06-06T20:52:00.000+07:00

it was a perfect weather for me to rot in bed as long as i wanted but i cant.faith too. haha. had fnn remedial, i did not want to go at first. but i also have no ideal y i just went. it was raining heavily, so the weather was cold and my bed was cozy. i just wanted to tug under my blanket and sleep. so nice. bath and watch cartoon. it was still raining so heavy and my class starts at 11. it was already like 1030.i continue to waited for the rain to become smaller, i was also lazy to use the umbrella. so bulky i dont have the small type one. so in the end i got tired of waiting and decided to leave the house. i wore my slippers. it is not dirty. lala. just great as i left my house it rained even heavier, caught in the rain. lucky i wore my school jacket. took a cab down. it cost me $6.
lesson was at lab1 so went up for lesson, mr fizal said 'you went marketing as i wore slipper' haha. wow the was so few people i think only 11. omg i should not have come, regreat it. what to do i reached already no turning back and proceed on with work. mr faizal was so lag, work around do nothing and talking nonsense. so in the end i was on ebay looking at stuffs i wanted. i am so tempeted to bid and get the items. argg.. is ok have to endure till o 'lvl is over. someone have to wait for me too. yeah. in the end lesson at 130. the last hour i was just busy copy question. waste my time, casue i did not buy the 5 years series FNN book. mark, sin and me. than while copying, teo and joesph pervert ass when to see porn. lame. watch porn in school. haha. after lesson wanted to head to mark house, he wanted to rest so it was alright i head home. faith was not later for lesson. not too bad, but she is dozzing off in class. not enough sleep, friend called but went back to sleep. too tired already. go home and sleep early today.
upon reaching home,i walked through JP and guess who i was, ZHENG HAO and PEI YAN holding hands. i got a shock of my life. ok u may i say i am slow, but i realli have no ideal at all. i was eating curry puff, than i got burnt on my mouth as i push it towards it. haha. damn funny. messgae him 'now i know why you say commonweath people have a WONDEFUL sense of choosing their opposite partner'. if u dont understand next time i tell u. laughing all the way. ouch!
reached home life was normal for me. you should know what are the thing i did. cooked lunch, there was sliced fish in the fridge so decided to cook fish porride. nice and healthy. faith also had a good lunch. around 5pm hizdir called me asked me out. i was kinda lazy and rejected his offer as today's weather was cooling and wanted to stay at home and chill. sorry brother. other days i try calling u again. dinner i also ate the ame thing as i cook one big pot. had a easy dinner today. than was glued to the tv. faith too. manage to catch the channel u show. nice nice. i onnly went online after 10 as my mum they all watching 'da chang jing'. yucks. dont like. did blogging and DOTAing till i was tired. tomorrw will be a tiring day for me. gotta rest early. please sleep early and take yr medicine. sleep well.
'in everything there is neagtive and positive'

sunday and monday

2006-06-05T23:54:00.000+07:00

sorry guys i spent quite sometime bloggind to the wee hours and when i published this post. the web page screw up and i am piss. in the end it did not post on my blog so i was super lazy to write again and decided not to blog these 2 days, anyway it wasnt that interesting at all. nothing much to write. just life at home. daily routine. sleep,eat,DOTA. its like a cycle.
finally u went to the doctor. yes, please remember to eat your medicine. take care.
'i am telling u not asking you'

it a saturday and its a screwed day

2006-06-03T22:13:00.000+07:00

was rather tired as i went home yesterday. but is was worth it. woke up early as i will be meeting kenneth at jurong east(JE) sports complex for gym session, its about time i start tonning my muscles followed by gogin to sentosa to tan. yeah yeah. meeting him at 8am. we msged/called each other up. was dragging myself out of bed. i took the train and met martin, so long never see him already. he going for soccer training at acjc. all the best brother. train hard! i was earlied than him. as usual i will be watching the soccer players training at the stadium. how i wish my school also has that. we bought our tickets and went for our gym session.
did warm up first.most important followed by 20mins jog on the track mill.sit-up 80 followed by crunches and holding there for 90 sec. was ready to do the some abs traning, did with the machine. i already had in mine wad i was planning to do. will be concentrating on my abs and leg muscle. thats all at the moment, cant wait to have 2 more packs to reach 6. consistency. it was a 90mins session. kenneth did his, i did mine. yup we made it a point since holiday has started we decided to go on wednesday and saturday morning.
after our gym session, went to the nearby market to have our breakfast. was rather hungry but i told myself to control as i just exercise and not replacing the fats that i have lost. ate prawn dumpling noodle. was avaerage. there was so much food to eat there. got to endure the temtation. after our breakfast i headed home as kenneth will be going out with his girl shopping as he had a $150 takashimahya voucher.wow. faith went work late. was slacking at home, opening let the other stuffs do. so bad.
headed home. after awhile mum came back and bought lunch for me, duck rice. nice. than she say later must go for english compostition lesson. dad enroll for me. so i was like no problem, i already planned what i am gonna do. so i rested and lesson was at 5. so i was obident enough to go, my dad fetched me to the tution centre. god it was at TAK WAI CC. its so deserted and i hate this kind of place. never mind is alright, he alighted me and drove off. the next moment i walk away and took a bus to chao chu kang(cck) interchange. i am that bad. u see i am not interested in the lesson at all, if i were to go there, all i do was sleep and would not be bothered about it. worst i will quarrel with people. ad for god sake its a CC, there wont be any pretty girls for me to see.thats the logic. faith was the best and understand it. i dont think my parents understand it. i dont care.
after reaching CCK i called kenneth and asked where was him and i met him. i was so shocked he told me that he had a XBOX360, he won it in the lucky draw. lucky him. so i met him and his girl at je and went his house to slack. both of them playing maple. so lame. i playing psp and msging faith about bbq stuffs. nice. casue later we will be going to west coast. sharon mak's birthday celebration was held there.BBQ. promise her that i will attend.so we left the house around 630 and went to the bus stop and pick up bon san's clothing. so troublesome. after the BBQ they going to ESKI bar. i was like laughing, u noe BAR this word is not for fun! its 18 and above than you are able to enter small kids! not just that today is a SATURDAY, there sure to be checking.
reached there around 8 and walked till the far end where the event was held. i was already very hungry and i dont one anyone to make me piss. before proceeding there i went to the macdonal's gents to answer natures call. haha. than saw fei fei, cheryl, zheng hao, hui zhen and wei ling. fei fei told me that tomorrow tuition song hui and alvin will be joinign ask. my face change totally and was very piss already. y in the world must be both of them. arggg. after we are done. we headed there, was quite a distance. by the time we reach there, i was super hungry and i saw the food. super piss already so i told kenneth we go other place to eat. he was also dissapointed. i went there in a happy mood but after i heard that messgae i was pissed. so kenneth told them we went to pasi panjang to eat. we took 183 to the prata/nasi lemak shop. i ordered naisi lamak, was very hungry already and throat was rather dry. msg ah girl ask her she going ESKI bar with them anot. she said no too. so funny. yup after our dinner, took 30 home. what a day i spent so lifeless. its a SATURDAY for god sake! is alright i wont let them spoil my day. i cant wait to know if they manage to go in to ESKI bar.haha. i am that bad. what to do thats me. accept it. sorry sharon that i just went there and let u see my face and i went off. thats the reason y. sorry again. nights out. take care.
'things that dont kill you will only make you stronger'

it's friday

2006-06-02T23:32:00.000+07:00

i was late again. it was the smae incident as ytd. but only is that i did not bath, and just head to school. i did not had enough sleep and was pretty blur. super tired. of couse before i left the house i spray hugo boss body spray on me. if not i will stink, mum was gonna be late for work, so being considerate i told her to alight me at the bus top and she could zoom off and head to work. i dont want her to be late. i late never mind, teacher would not scold. 1st lesson was physic, teaching was teaching some topic. i understand. follow by social studies. ms peng, she is another teacher i show respect to and did her homework when ever she gives. yup she gave us some important notes that help me to understand better. thank you. after social studies will have a 30mins break follow by english. i was pretty tired so i skip and headed home. faith better lesson only for 2 hours. yesh she is not late again. good good. i think u have a habit already. keep it up. that should be tha way.
later will be meeting her around 430 at jp. she meeting her friends 1st. as promise i will make for her milo latte. found out that in my fridge no more milk. so when down to the mama store to buy. after that when to bed and rot. than duno y i suddenly fell asleep. i only woke up when faith msg me. thank you. you save me. wow i quickly when to wash up than as usual i did the milo latte that i normally do. the milk i just anyhow buy cause dont have the milk i use. when to met her, damn i almost earlier by just 2 minutes than she reach already. she pass me the poster and 2 hp keychain. span and brazil.wohoo. thank u very much. i wehnt home to put it she dont 1 it to be 'salted vegetable'. so when home than met her again, so bad 1 2 see my slippers so badly than start laughing. thanks to scott! stupid! after i put the stuffs home, before heading to town we went down to the malay foodcourt to see my long lost friend, NURIMAN. super duper long never see him already. met up with him, nah he did not change. mimi, kariy,shafiq was also there. see everyone like me D&G specs. i did not made the wrong choice by buying that. haha. chatted with him for awhile before heading to town.
alighted at orchard also duno for what. she thought i wanted to go to fareast than i said nope. haha. in the end we walked to cini to buy our tickets first. we will be watching x-men3. faith never watch 1 and 2. sad. after that we headed to herren, said havanas got new country slippers. got england, brazil, spain... not realli interested cause i got mine limited 1/1/4 flag slippers. thanks to scott if not is 2! arggg.. faith is lauging all the way. she could not believe that i have the only slipper which has 2 flag is a slipper. come on admit it! she went to look around and she finally gave up. yeah i won! so we walked to paragon to the crumple store. faith hope to find new design but still have not come out yet, its been so long they have come out new design. so after looking though we headed to far east for our dinner,chicken rice. than we were glued to the stage outside fareast. it was a hip-hop dancing compertetion. faith and i love dancing. its so cool, so we decided to see for awhile. we standed on the stone chair as the crowd was over whelming to have a better view. in the end we watch all the 8 groups performe. very nice, hoew i wish anti drug is back again. stupid principal. after the dance show we headed up to have our dinner, but hell no more already. i was pretty hungry. faith wanted to look for bag than she forgot the shop where is it, lucky i remember where was it, but starting was blur, but in the end i manage to find. so hiakal with his gal. nice to meet u.
from far east faith was also hungry so we decided to go to wheellock place to eat NYDC as faith die die also want to eat mudpie. such a nice desset. than went there, the queue was so long so when to herren there. thought is outdoor but there is place and we do no need to queue. on the way, faith was kinda piss infact when watching the dance show she already blood boiling. about mc and jonathan. so funny told me about this couple,friend of faith. i hear until got almost the same reaction as her. poor thing, msg bill sure explode nid to message both side. than i say we like relationship guru. must pay consultation fee. haha. we had dinner at there, i ordered baked rice and peach soda. faith ate sandwich and ressberry soda. when eating we arfe not allowed to message. show some discpline and concentrate on the food we ate. while eating faith hp was noisy. message flowing throgh like water. haha. so funny. our show is at 10. so set and talk for awhile busy discussing what to reply and others. while walking to the cinima. faith was annoying until she off her hp. ai seh thats the way dont worry so much just enjoy the show. after the show than reply. we bought ice cream in again. its like a habit that everytime it is a must to bring in that. faith got an extra lollipop. the show was average, i think x-men 1,2. o yah those who have not watch please stay back and wait. there will be a short foottage about the continue of x-men 4. but so many people die already. i have no ideal. after the show, faith must reach home early, so we took cab back. of couse i need to send faith home than followed by me. i was afraid i do not have enough. just nice when i reach home 20.10. i only got 20 left. uncle say no need, so i was like lucky, when home did not wash my hair but i did wash up than blog and went to sleep already. tired tired. u sleep early tomorrow u are working. good the night. have a good rest. take care. singing out.
'it takes two hand to clap'

sight seeing

2006-06-01T22:10:00.000+07:00

i woke up late, i remebered before i slept i set the alarm at 7 as lesson begin at 8. but i realise my hp did not ring. my mum called me up, it was already 755am! i am gonna be late for school. mum also over slept. instead of hurrying i still went to take a shower and so on. took my won sweet time as usual. no sense of urgency, reached school around 830. just walk in to class. first lesson was english. mr chia said i was early. yah right he and his words. did the work he gave us in class. after his lesson was math. i was pretty lazy to go as i have not done any of the work. i was giving myself a break since after monday's o lvl chinese. so after english lesson i went off. yes 1 more day and no more lesson already. i will start studying on sunday onwards. i cannot play anymore. in a week i can only go out for 2 days.
headed home as later i will be meeting dennis at 630 as he finish work at that time in town to get sharon birthday present. so at home all i do is rot and play DOTA so fun.he is working at cini the nike shop. yup so i could get discount from him. yeah.
so met up with him, than went to herren flash imp bought a tee for her. hope she would like it. yup new urban male open new shop. duno faith know anot. tml than tell her about it. so after getting the present, it was dennis turn. he wanted to get an LV purse for her. i was so shocked he said that! than i told he ' you so reach?' than he said 20+, orginal one as his girl friend told him so. my face expression change, how in the world a LV stuff can be so cheap. he told me a behind bugis not the bugis village. so in my mind consider fake. anyway is not for me so i dont care.haha. before heading to bugis, we took our lunh at summerset mrt there. dennis working place at pepper lunch. his stead working there today. ordered beef peper lunch. my favourite. i am sick and i still eat that. at least mine got rice and not deep fried. kfc so unhealthy, super oily and fat. sick still eat that. haha. drink more water. we walk frm orchard to plaza singapura than do bugis. to me is kinda long and tiring. i was wearing floppys so leg kinda pain.
reach bugis when to the building and walk up. i saw 'ma la' steamboat so nice and tempting. faith lets go there eat, since u that time saw u looking for it too. the shop was small and narrow. nothing much to see. so dennis both the LV purse. i saw 2ns hand shop selling orignal stuff. i saw a black gucci wallet very nice. seldom i see gucci black. 250+ but 2nd hand i rather save up somemore and get a 1st hand. faith too. high five. before leaving i saw a shop selling bape clothing finally. it display a piece of crystals bape tee. i was excited and though that it was orginal as i saw a head porter back. so the moment i asked to seller. he said '48 discount to 32'. i was super shock and knew that it was fake imediately. if 480 to 320 still alright. faith also said the same think. haha. fake stuffs! after buying we decided to walk around. walk around bugis village. hate that place selling all fake goods. they are spoiling BAPE name. argg so angry with it. after that i accompany dennis walk around bugis junction. i dont really like bugis super boring nothing to walk around. aroung 930+ i went off already i got to go home as the next day i had to attend school. he went to walk aroung himself till his girl friend at 11.
went home first, wad tired. reach home decided to blog before i headed to bed and i played a game of DOTA before i went to bed. good night. sleep well and tight. have a good rest and take care.
'when its time to let go,let go. do not be stubbron or u suffer more'

a summary of tue and wed life

2006-05-31T23:22:00.000+07:00

yup i am gonna make a summary of tuesday followed by wednesday

tuesday:
yup this is the first day after my chinese o lvl. i am still sick as usual, sore throat and flu. i am seldom sick but once sick i know i will suffer for 2 or 3 days before i recover. faith too. same. when to school as there is lesson, i was like a sick bird but was disturbing zheng hao till chemistry lesson. as u know i had a bad sore throat, i still have the strength to sing 'superwoman' i was singing to him through out the lesson, it was rather and fun but disturbing. he could not stand it but change place. in the end he also came back. during chemistry lesson i begin to quiet down, as i had no more energy. so i took a short nap but i am still listening to what teacher is teaching. after lesson, there was no soccer so we went to eat macdonals breakfast. that was mark ideal. faith still can tell me sick still eat macdonals eat porridge but macdonals also dont have. she was still sick by the way, so good got porridge cook by your mum i also want. i was still contemplating whether should i still go MOS anot. i am sick and dont feel well. there was no soccer so we went to mark house to slack again.teo and me and mark only. yup did the same things. as usual i slack. than around 530 i left his house. was meeting magdelene to go chill. met her around 730, after her dinner. meet her at je, damn she said she last minute she got 2 MOS tickets going for $16. argg. i asked her why did she not take, than she thought i do not want already, damn wasted. i was early. before she came, a group of people came up to me and ask if i were going to MOS, i was shocked. i shoke my head and said nope. went to holland v NYDC to chill. i ordered mudpie yummy. want some. faith and her friends reach mos around 1030, waited long outside. of course long queue. we talked till 11+ than went home. while i was heading home, ah girl (wendy) called me ask me go eski bar. well done i am already on my way home. no thanks. reach home internet was up but lazy to use. went to bed.
'the only dumb question, is the question you do not ask'

wednesday:
when to school today as usual. lesson was normal. do not one to talk much about it. after school there was soccer. i am so happy. played and played. sweat it all out. some had to go as they will be going to singapore poly for some talk. was not interested. stayed to play soccer, with haikal and faiz. we did lotz of tricks. i just love it, enjoy the game and play it beautifully. after that i went home, took cab back. was rotting at home using the computer. i miss u! did my stuffs, at night mum brought me to see the doctor. faith dont 1 2 see. so bad. anyway may u have a speedy recovery. i go take my medicine and thats all for the day. singing out. take care.
' never trust other easily '

today is the day. o'lvl chinese

2006-05-30T22:41:00.000+07:00

today is one of my most important day of my life. is like a step of staircase. i will be taking my o'lvl chinese for the first time and i will not retake again, as i told myself do right the first time and not to retake. i do not one to waste my time, rather concentrate on other subjects i am weaker at.
before i left my house, mum told me to do pray to god. so i listened,better than do nothing. i only pray calmness and not geting good results as this depends on me. no one is able to help me. while going to the carpark, she gave me a bottle of chicken essen. so grose she force me to drink. i took a mouthful and throw the rest away.abi left only. the taste is so awuful. yucks. faith will never drink that too. can escape escape. yup when to school to assemble and waited in the parade square for the time to get into the hall. yup i kept clam and not panic or stress up. i did not one to think of anything but to do well. thats my only goal. you could see everyone discussing with each other, some last minute questions to clearify with teachers. thanks for tha encouraging message from faith, pei yan, sharon, madelene. really appericate it and i will do well.
finally we are able to go up to the exam hall. i told myself is about time, lets do well once and for all. went to find my table that i am asigned to. sat there and infront of me was paper 1. did not freak out but told myself 'i can do it, no worries'. the paper lasted for 2hours. so it began. i wrote the letter writing, it wasnt that difficult i did my best and gave it my best shot. it was about a letter to the town concil complain about a group of boys playing soccer under the block and is very distrbing. i did accounding to the time i planned, 45 mins. after that would be composition writing. i die die also one to write 'bao zhang bao dao' i also do not know why. the quetsion is about now a days students have family problems can u further discuss about this issue. i was not really sure about it. spended quite some time checking the meaning of the words, in the end i started writing. as i wrote i do not know i was in the write track anot but i just wrote. finally time was up and i still had some words i have not check from the dictionary. just hand up. yup paper 1 was over. we and an 15 minutes break before paper 2 start. when to slack and not think much about it. what is over is over. should not persude the matter.
paper 2 begin.a 1hr30min long paper. it consists of a cloze passage. 3 multiper choice comprehenison and 2 essay comprehension. i was rather afraid of my cloze passage. i think i only manage to get 6 correct. the rest was rather normal for me. yup. overall was alright. i am only worried for my paper 1.
faith told me that i have done my best is ok already. yup i agree and i gave my best shot. no regreats. after that i went to mark house to slack as i do not one to go home as my internet connection is not up. argg. dad sucks! pissing me off. before that ate lunch at broadway. me,teo,kangde and mark. after eating when up to his house to slack. they played wining eleven, DOTA. i was slacking around, suddenly not feeling well. whole body hot and like the emu system crash, hey wire.haha. rot at his house for quite sometime, he ask me to taunt at his house. crazy.
met magdelene after that had a dinner and chit chat session with her. its been quite a long time we met up after the incident. and i was also coping with my studies. ate madonals. was having a bad sore throat and runnign nose and still ate that. mc spicy power! someone is dying for it. but i drank green tea. soothing for my throat. did some toking about how's life. exchanging points of views and so on.... i when home after that.reach home. internet was not up yet, as usual went to bed and rot till i sleep and lucky got faith to message. she is also kinda sick. take care of yrself. drink lots of water. me too.. nights guys.
'in this world no one is perfect, is how u judge a person'

a summary of the past few days.

2006-05-29T22:15:00.000+07:00

guys i am really sorry that i did not blog as my internet was down due to stupid reason,u should know.2 days before my o lvl chinese that is on a monday. saturday and sunday was a hell of a suffering day for me. how can bryce kho li cheng survive with no internet excess. i can only write briefly as i am abit abscence minded.
saturday was hell, i skip my gym session with kenneth as i wanted to revise my chinese. yup and i did so, after i woke up when to study. 3hours of studies follow by a 1 hr break and 3hrs studying again. i studied in my room with the door shut so no one is allowed to disturb me. during my one hour break i realise that my sister was not using the computer, was kinda strange but i did not ask them. only after my studies and eaten my dinner, i wanted to use the computer. i was totally shock that i could not on the computer. i realise some plug were missing and begin to ask my sister and mum. they told me that they were not the one, they were not so CHILDISH to do that. so the other person is my dad! i am so ficking piss. i started to flare up and complain to faith. than sae is for my own good all i have to do is to endure. yup before that i promise not to play DOTA for the 2 days. a promise is a promise. wanted to bargain, but now the omputer is down. i cant do anything, so in the end a kept my promise. i went to jurong point immediately and bought the power supply wire for the computer. the more my dad one to go against me, i am not going to hold back but piss u even more. u should know my character. i am gonna make u suffer even more. annoying! just angry and piss. when i came back, i plug teh wire in and on it. basket! he took off the internet connection power supply wire too. i am even more pisss. so lazy to go back and buy. so just leave it, stayed in the room the whole day. just like that my day had passed. argg...
sunday i had chinese tuition in the morning. i asked her to go throught with me the work that i have dont on my own, after that we did some last minute revision before she left. all the best! after her tuition i had lunch, while i was resting my mum and sister when over to mama house to help mama make dumpling, yummy. i love dumlping alot. very nice. so i studied alone at home, peace. i was actually learning all the chinese idoms for my chinese compo. i started from sec 3 to sec 5. i studied till sec 4. i heard my dad come back do not know from where. so while he was bathing i went out of my house and headed to mama house. thats my second home! third will be orchard! someone orchard 2nd home. so when there to study. manage to study was acutally in front of teh big television. switching channels as usual. so fun. took my dinner there too. when heading home, mama gave us 'kee zhang' is the plain one but inside stuff with red bean. nice. when home, rested for awhile and when to bed. tomorrow will be a big day for me. o lvl chinese. hope i can sleep well. thats all...
' do right the first time and never regreat'

last day of school

2006-05-26T23:17:00.000+07:00

yup today will be last day of school for term 2 as stated on the calander. but i still have to go back for 5 days of extra lesson. is for my own good i know that. so i am having a postitive attitude towards it. school starts at 8 as we will be having only chinese remedial from 8 to 11. i wasnt late for lesson. yup mum fetch my sis to school first than me. faith was not late for lesson too. well done, keep up the good work. she got 2 test today. 1st test was math, can tell from the way and describe. An A would not be a proble. =) the other test was not really good, but a just pass will be fine. as long as u did yr best can already. o yah before i went out of the house decided to straighten my hair. i was kinda fun lend from my sister straightener. i feeling of my hair making it straight was sweet! my fringe wad down and wore slipper to school. wohoo.
lesson was as per normal was half listening to teacher teaching and was playing BIG 2 under my desk with joseph. kinda bored so he suggested it and decided to play throught the lesson. was fun, i love playing that game which make u think and counter peoples' card. so when teacher is coming over we hide our cards like illegal gambling area. i really did pay attetion what the teacher is teaching.
soon lesson was over and my stomach was growling and kenneth asked me go tou guan and eat breakfast before heading to wendy house to chill. before that went to draw money was pretty broke. ate breakfast come lunch. than went to wendy house. was pretty boring, the only two things i did was played the straightener. so fun my hair was so straight and nice. i got a nice hair. haha. took some picture as usual. after that went to disturb wendy, she was playing O2 jam, some kind of music game but u must type on the keyboards to follow the music. distracted her than she begin to panic. so fun. her borther played and he was real pro, the tempo was so fast and yet he is still able to catch it. practise makes perfect. i ate 4/5 pieces of finger food and thats my lunch. someone ate chicken rice. so nice. so fast start shopping already. i forgot GREAT SINGAPORE SALES starts TODAY. damn i have to wait till monday before i can do my window shopping, haha. faith gonna accompany me. yeah shopping buddy. kenneth, zheng hao and me did some singing in wendy's room before we left her house. was fun i want to go sing K! told them to sing the cours of superwoman all could not reach the pitch me too. haha. still practising.
headed home with kenneth, i saw willy koh. he did not change much but fitter and tan. nice and neat hair though. he went for basketball trail. good luck to him. reach home was slacking, bath than lied on the sofa plasting the music was hearing cao ge album. i love his songs. this is the only album i love all the songs. highly recommended. nice. kept repeating the song and singing to it. so nice. haha. after that played dota. wanted to study only at aroung 800 to 945. reviesed chinese the only subject. did not have my dinner as after my mum and sister class we will be going to pasi panjang to have prata and nasi lemak for supper. yummy. i ate my chesse egg prata and an egg prata and my milo dino. not latte.
on my way back, faith message me. she said her hp no batt was totally sad case, thought wad happen to her. lost or somthings. somemore she had to meet her friend and her hp has no batt. how sad can that be. anyway after 30mins they met up so is alright. came back and decided to blog. while blogging chatted with people. germaine chatted with me i was shocked, in the end i also replied her. hey this bryce name i admit u are the 1st one to know besides my family but i remember i told u at the overheard brige there i am using it already. i am sure i said that, i do not know if u had heard it as u were laughing all the way home. i have change for the better and no longer the bull shitting or the yah yah me. i say what i gotta say, thats me now. people change i do not know u change anot but i hope so for the better. and hey i really do not mean to offend you went chatting with you. i should say it is my pleasure chatting to you. anyway take care.
tomorrow will be meeting the parents session. hope my teachers would not say anythign bad things about me. good luck bryce! go slp, you tomorrow still got to work. dont be hero! good night..
'the only person that can make you change is yourself'

a day at home

2006-05-25T22:07:00.000+07:00

did not went to school today. so i woke up around 1030 after lazying around. faith was not late for lesson, good job. and also she is not dozzing off during lectures but listening to mp3. a good start. yup i studied at home, before i went to study prepared some food for later lunch. after that went to study chinese already.
since ytd i did both compo already. decided to do paper 2. which consist of a cloze passage,3 comprehension writing numbers and 2 passage of comprehension which needed me to write down. i weakest section would be the cloze passage, was having difficulty in chossing the right words. so sometimes when i have no ideal i result in choosing the answer testing my luck.
so did till around 130. cooked my lunch and use the computer. faith was online, chatted with her. after that went to play DOTA. i am addicted to that game. i have to play everyday if not i feel so uneasy. o thought u know u will fail your test, but most important u know u have done your very best is alright. learn from yr mistake. sounds familar? haha.
i played till around 5 plus and stopped. was watching my brother, xiao zu the channel u. he is so funny love disturbing people. like me. o my the other brother is lee hom. is also faith hubby. mum bought for me dinner, had a quick one as i will be having tuition at 7pm. i guess she was slping throught the journey as she did not reply and i was right. wahah. see great minds think alike. must be super tired after a long day in school.
during lesson time as yang teacher was marking my work that i have done. she is impressed and proud of me that i took the initiative to do the homework my own. yup she marked for me and went throught with me where i went wrong and how do i improve it. time passes quickly and lesson ended at 815. so i began to slack around using the computer, wacthing anime till 10. o yah faith gave me a web site where sells legit dunks. i am so happy, thank u very much. but for now promise to control myself and not buy anything i want until i finish my o's. i can only save.
after that watched super nanny on arts central, i am always looking forward to watch that show. is so nice and interesting, observing how children now a days act. is so terrible and they are taking advantage of parents. super nanny was good, the way she treated the childrens was superb. her method was wonderful and i was impressed. ended at 11. decided to blog as i am heading to bed soon after washing up. i will be going to school tomorrow for chinese lesson only. so it will be like from 8 to 11am. hope i will not be late. good luck to me. good night. sleep tight.
'attitude problem= i got an attitude and u got a problem!'

Respect and daring

2006-05-24T22:51:00.000+07:00

Finally the day has come. I am so excited the reason was that today will be photo taking session that the photos will be printed in the year book. Since this is my final year in school I am going to to make a 'special' impression of myself in the yearbook. I told faith I will be wearing my Havanas white Brazil slipper and my D&G spectacles to school. i will wax my hair just before my the photo taking session. as i do not want to be caught and my hair to be cut!
reach school was not late. faith was late today and did not attend lesson but went to do her homework. someone enjoy life 11 end school already after that went to je library to study. i sure know would not be able to fully concentrate on her studies in the end she played but manage to study abit. i hope so. haha.received our holiday lesson timetable. 5 days of lesson, i was expecting more. lessons before recess was boring. 1st lesson was FNN. kinda boring as he is going through the coursework. as usual i am not pay attention and toking to my friends around me. disturbing them too. o yah Mark has a little brother ,alvin. jonathan teo has a little brother, wei shen. keep on disturbing both of them as their little brothers have a very low maturailty. so i said they must have a bigger brother to guide them. haha. just to let u know all of us are from the same class. social studies was only 30mins. did nothing much but ms peng gave us homework to do.it has to be handed up on next friday.and chemistry was alight i was half awake. i slept for 30mins and the other 30mins i was listening what Ms yeo is teaching. the topic was 'speed of reaction' was interesting.
finally is recess did not went down as i took a short nap than went to play BIG 2 with my friends. our class is like a gambling dent. haha.
after recess was photo taking session. 10 mins before it, went to the toilet to do my hair. and this is the only time in my life i am doing it. my friends were like 'wow licheng your hair so nice'. haha. so funny nice is nice when i get caught it will not be nice anymore. i will be crying all the way. we took our formal photo around the parade square there. as usual before that u will see everyone including me making our hair, ask nice a not, blah blah blah. formal was not bad. now was informal we chose our venue in our classroom. all the effort my brother, zheng hao made the class room into a forest. he is a super artitistic guy. the most amazing and daring thing is that our class mentor Mr Chia allowed us to spike up his hair. this is what i call spotting. no teacher will allow us to do that. my classmates helped him to his hair and we took pictures. while making his hair, i went round taking pictures using my handphone. it was so fun. a different me in class. haha. informal was really cool. i cant wait to see the pictures we taken. i am sure it will turn out to be very nice. we took 40 mins to take the pictures and only left 20 more mins for chinese. during chinese lesson i took picturese with wendy and zheng hao. very nice.
after chinses was amath, nothing much but we continue to do the questions that are not done. after that was english. i was super hungry so lesson was suppose to end at 2. i went off at 130 went down to have my lunch. cause at 2 there will be chinese remedial. me and my friends were sick and tired of canteen food already. keep on eating the same few stalls, in the end we had no choice but to eat. after our lunch went back for chinese remedial. the lesson ended at around 4. took bus home and played dota. promise faith last game, by the time it was already like 6. went to had my dinner and went to bath. she had a wonderful dinner. so tempting. is ok i will endure till monday. after my chinese o's. i will be able to relax abit, but will still continue to study. the momenterm is there i shall not stop all the way to o's. i can do it!
studied for awhile than decided to go down and play badminton. i was rather stress and try to relieve stress by playing a good game. i was also motivated by tell myself. DSA(direct school admission) if i cant even win them i am not quailify to go for the trail. i was realli puting 100% in every game i played. i played well and was learning the 'flash' smash. only the last set i got the feel of it. at 10 lights were off. came bak msg faith, haha broke my promise. in return i studied after i bath. did one letter writing. she too tired to study already. i want to go to MOS after my o lvl chinese. i should had confirm with u ealier. if no tickets already is alright. i find other ways to celebrate. haha. after my chinese came online to blog. o yah tomorrow i will not be attending school. gong to study at home. so much nicer and a better environment. take care. slp well and tight. gone....
'do right the first time'